CYRA

Come out from your Box!

2011-06-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

My title for this post is....
COME OUT FROM YOUR BOX!

As i was meditating on my way back home today from all the msgs that were shared
this came to my mind.
NEVER LIMIT YOURSELF!
Many of the time, we, human love to put ourselves in this "Box" as we limit ourselves
"i can't do this because i'm little" or "I can't do this because i'm not well educated enough"
But have you ever think of it the other way round?
Instead of the "I CAN'T", why not think of the "HOW CAN I?"

Dr Bernard shared that everyone is of a value, we can all be turn into a pearl of value
and Ps Zhuang shared that there's a King in every Kids
think about it, in the bible, there are so many example that a nobody is actually a somebody
what really matter is how this person think who he/she really is

indeed it is very difficult to come out from your box but God says in the book of Joshua Chapter 1
"Be strong and of good courage"
At that point of time, Moses passed the role of the "LEADER" of the children of Israel to Joshua and he doubted his own ability.
But God says to Joshua, "BE STRONG AND OF GOOD COURAGE!" God mention it 2 time in just 9 verses.
Friends,
let us not hide in the box, but let us BE STRONG AND OF GOOD COURAGE to step out of the box if our own limitation
if you were to draw a line to limit yourself, you can never go beyond what you can do!
your ability will be restricted!

We are all part of this body of Christ.
if one starts to limit him/herself, the body can't function well!
just imagine if you have a nose block but your mouth start to limit itself and decided not to open up and take in oxygen, what will happen? you will be lacking of oxygen and at the end of the day, death!
I love what Mabel share in her sermon in Medan
Take eyebrows as an example
u might think, what is it for? this little hair above your eyes, we still need to spend time to pluck it to make it look nice.
but one thing we have to know, without the eyebrows, you will look weird.
that's why, don't limit yourself,
YOU ARE IMPORTANT and you can do so much more to not only to not look weird, but also to allow the whole body to function. not just normal functioning but function it super well!

I really like to encourage all my brothers and sisters,
DONT LIMIT YOURSELF
come out of your box!
"unpack" yourself!
I always love this saying
"I can be a nobody to you but a somebody to God"
indeed even when ppl around you limit your, but nv limit yourself
God nv limit you!
furthermore, God want us to be strong and of good courage to step out and go according to His calling on us!

once again i would like to call out to all of you
COME OUT FROM YOUR BOX!
unleash your potential!

with love
cyra♥

Joy in the wilderness

2011-04-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

Recently, I had been brought back to one of my fav quote of all time

which is

"God never gives us more than we can handle.

He just pushes our limits so that we can handle the blessings that He has in store for us!"

This quote was written on a post stick and is on my room wall.

So almost everyday i will confess this to remind myself.

But it just seems that at this moment of time,

many of us are going through the wilderness.

and this quote just becomes louder and louder each day in my mind.

Hence as i was meditating on this and certain things that are happen to the people around,

i just feel God's telling me to be the encourager.

use His word and promises and the revelation that He gave me to encourage ppl.

When you go through the wilderness in your life, dun be sorrow but be of good cheer.

For you had been good and Lord has find u righteous and He wants to bless u even more.

Going through wilderness = blessing on the way.

The more easier way to explain will be in the "lay-man" term of a kid.

when a child is young and when he/she is having an major exam, let say EOY examination.

Many of the times the parent will encourage him/her by promising to bless them if he/her were to score well in this examination.

In the same manner, God's blessing at the end is an encouragement that He wants to give us while going through trails.

On the quote it states that God wants to push us to a limit to receive the blessings that He had instored for us. It is really same in the natural. If a parent were to bless their kids too much, they will end up become the so called "spoiled" kids. God did not want to spoil us but to enlarge our capacity to bless us even more. Just like when u eat a meal, u need to digest it than it your stomach will than be empty to have the capacity for more food. ITS THE SAME LOGIC!

another all time fav verse of mine is Luke 21:16-19

"You will be betrayed even by parents and brothers, relatives and friends; and they will put some of you to death. ¹⁷ And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake. ¹⁸ But not a hair of your head shall be lost. ¹⁹ By your patience possess your souls."

From my point of view, the "put you to death" part is not your human flesh but is your spirit man. In this walk, even and most of the time, your close one will be the one that "killed" (or i called it challenge) your spirit man. But the promise of God is there that NOT A HAIR of our head shall be lost. And it follows by saying PATIENCE, indeed, patience is really needed. You cannot rush the Spirit, you cannot hurry God.

Remember

no matter what happen, when God is with you and no one can be against you.

(of course there will be ppl there saying "yaya, say very easy mah"

i say to you, i had also gone through trails and testings and really, the above verse and quote are mannas of my spirit that i relay on at certain testings and trails of my life.)

Our God is the same, yesterday, today and forever.

just keep hanging there

ENDURE!!

and JIAYOU!

with love

cyra

Silence is Golden

2011-01-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

Silence is Golden!

one of my sec sch teacher use to say this alot

but had always been laughing it off

but indeed this is true

sometimes..

silence is really golden!

silence can actually mean much more than saying too much

cause ppl tends to use talk the talk

the forgot that walk the walk is more important!

with love

cyra~

you will see no more

2011-01-10T23:00:00.005+08:00

Exodus 14:13-14

Moses answered the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the LORD will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”

all we have to do at our crisis is to not stop standing firm with God

and ways to do so is by Prayer, reading His words etc

God gave us an assurance:

Our problem for now don't last forever. Just like God assured the children of Israel that the Egyptians they see today they will never see again

AND for sure we will break through it

as after that verse. It state that Lord will fight for us, but we have to stay firm in His word

we will be shaken! but we should not let it happen

will -> possible

should not --> we can choose if we want it or not

God allows things to happen

but whether we are able to go through it depend on us at time

God can always lead our way

but it depend on us if we want to follow

Cause our creative God always bring us to a place that don't seems nice from the outside

sometimes we just have to slow down abit

close your eyes --> i think it is a form of finding peace and comfort!

and allow God to move with you.

Don't do everything by your own!

with love

cyra!

Gratitude

2011-01-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

Gratitude is the fairest blossom which springs from the soul.

~Henry Ward Beecher

(ok im bored in class! lalalalalalla)

but well

gratitude is the best attitude! ^^

with love

cyra!

If i can SMS GOD

2011-01-05T20:27:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking of this recently...

IF I CAN SMS GOD...

somehow i always have the urge to sms someone

but whenever i look at my list

i have no idea who i should sms and why

but if God has a "physical" phone that i can sms to Him

that will be great!

(ps: dont come and tell me about holy spirit! i know i know. this is just an "IF" )

When i dont know what to eat, i can sms Him

When im lost in my direction, i can sms Him

When i need some inspiration in making some craft, i can sms Him

Many many things in my life

i wanna share it to someone

so if i can sms God

WOAH

that will be great

cause i know God will reply and entertain my sms!

OK I SHALL STOP IF-ing!

but seriously

i really wish i can sms God!

hahahahahahahaha

ok bye

with love

cyra!

EMPTY

2011-01-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

Today,

Im gonna talk about "empty"

Which is related to the previous post on asking about "reaping and sowing"

Some days before

the term "reaping and sowing" came into my mind

while im talking to Yanzhi

Hence i was thinking of what does God wants me to know this time round

after days and days and thinking and prayer

i think i got my answer in hillsong's song "desert song"

the very last part of the songs goes:

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

And it just happen to Nail Down into the cg multiplication emotions!

2010 had indeed been a year of reaping and sowing and harvesting

(even thought it is not obverse-with all the trails and challenges)

but think about it.

cg had grown so much

personal life as well

And becoz of this harvest

We are all at our comfort zone relaxing

But this year

it will be different

I feel that everyone of us are now EMPTIED

God had emptied all of us

our emotions, strongholds, harvest etcs

inorder to make us grow much more

God has to endure this "painful" process

Because we were emptied

we will feel that SPRING seems soooo FAR

but NAH HUH! spring is indeed coming

we just have to set ourselves right to start this year!

which will be a year of blessings

but at the same time

we will feel that we are at a new and strange place (because we are emptied la~ )

God will give us new seeds to Sow

and this is when our new harvest comes!

But one reminder

Not all seeds are will produce good fruits

Bad fruits will affect the others

so in the process of sowing

if you realise that the fruit is turning to be bad

(something that will bring u far from God, eg:anger, bitterness)

you have to THROW away tt fruit!

REMEMBER!

Bad things do happen

And God allows it!

to help us to be more like Christ!

Indeed

2011 will be different!

A better year yet!

With love

cyra~

Family

2010-12-31T18:50:00.002+08:00

a few days back

mum came into my room

and starts talking about family day!

it had been a habit that i did not realise

that every Sunday is my family day

this really hit me much that sometimes we really take time with one another too much easily

and until one day when you stop having those time and moment

you will feel like you are lost

out of no where

God says we need to fellowship with one another

and thats what all of us have to do

with friends and family

this 2 Fs are the most important Fs in life

Just felt the importance of fellowship!

its the end of the year of this decade

time to make some reflection

"have you forgotten your love ones?"

and for all my love ones

my family

and my friends

espcially N246/N486 peeps

i really love u guys

and enjoy all the time we had tgt

Dear God in heaven

i pray for next year to be a BEST year yet!

With love

Cyra

Sowing~~~

2010-12-29T02:06:00.001+08:00

What have u been sowing on recently???

hee...

let's think about it for a few days yo!

and

I'll be back to put in more rubbish a few days later~

BYE

with love

Cyra

Journey....

2010-12-28T02:12:00.004+08:00

i went for my MIA mission to Sungei Buloh today(27/12/2010)

A DAY OF MYSELF

was thinking of getting new revelation from this trip

the day before (which is ytd) i kept thinking of "reaping and sowing"

in the end, this does not seems to be the receiving for the trip

shall think about the "reaping and sowing" soon~~~

anyway

back to the revelation

talking about

your life!

LIFE = JOURNEY

There are sure ppl who will be unset or unhappy about their life

but rmb!

Your Life is a journey you walk in!

Most of the time when you start of with a new journey

You are soo excited and want to do soooo many things....

however...

very soon you will get sooo tired

and burn off

But you know what?

God won't let your burn off by yourself

He knows when it is your limit

and He is your shelter at all times

when it is your limit,

He will show up as a shelter that sheltered you from all the fear, tiredness, unhappiness etcs

But at the same time

God did not want us to just stay in our comfort zone forever

and i believe normally when one is torn out

thats because one had did his/her best in the battle

in order to move to the next level or stage in the journey

and before you enter into your new level

there will be a time where you need to choose

we will need to choose the right path

and that is when instruction need to be followed

Where does the instructions of our life come from?

From God..(DER~)

where by prayer takes place

to make a right decision, thinking takes place

and courage!

God won't lead us the wrong way..

so is either you stay focus on Him and took the right path to continue your journey

or you got tempted to move to another path

which might seems nice from the outside but you never know whats inside!

In this journey

You need to stay focus

coz there are things from your surround that can distract you

just like this friend here

who keep moving here and there

so irritating

SAME GOES TO THOSE MOSQUITOES THAT KEEP FEEDING ON ME

so irritating

and distracting

BUT!

you can NEVER GIVE UP even thought there are distraction

or when u think there is no end...

Because when you give up

you will just stay there forever

not moving any where else!

Just keep moving and moving

and you will be able to see great and beautiful things even in the most boring time of your journey!

REMEMBER!

You are never alone

Coz Abba Father is always there

Especially at the time when you feel the least that He is there

the more He is there

coz He's there sheltering you, holding your hands and answering to you

at times when needed

take a short rest

SHORT as in SHORT

nv stay at your comfort zone too long

Take a Good Deep Breath and continue the walk!

and also

this journey is a never ending journey

until one day God wants you back in Heaven!

But just continue

God is with you

and He will never leaves you!

with love

cyra!

안녕, 웃는

2010-12-18T04:49:00.002+08:00

피곤 해

웃고 생각은 안 들어

신앙 없어

힘이 없어

하지만

난이 하나 있지

하나님 있다

하나님
난 짧은 휴식을 취할 수?
제발 ...

하나님의 평화가 날 수 있습니다

사랑으로

자헤

WHAT FOOD ARE U IN MY MIND? part 2

2010-12-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

I'm back again

to post on the topic

WHAT FOOD ARE U IN MY MIND!

so lets continue~~

my dearest quan da ge is.....

and jo is....

becoz everytime when i ask her what did she eat

she normally answer me :"bread"

wanhong is:

she always drink ice milo in mac!

ryan:

where is my burger ryan?!

haha

WHAT FOOD ARE U IN MY MIND?

2010-12-07T14:43:00.003+08:00

haha

was thinking if i were to link food/vege/fruits/drink with almost everyone i know this is how it will be like

let's start from........

LIWEI!

coz we went to eat tgt..

i know i know

vincent went tgt

but for him it will be.......

Next....

mr max will be...

shall wait for the next time when he is free to make spaghetti for us...

and Justin is...

coz i've always been hearing him saying about eating wanton mee

Brandon will be

coz he wont eat it

and when u ever say anything about eating KFC.

he will have tons of reason why u should not eat.

well oh well.

Steven will be

MUA CHI

brought it back from taiwan specially for him!

and i think if i were to re-read my bd card this yr

i will still see MUA CHI

it is in it!

Pei wen:

Ajisen tomyam Raman

hahaha

coz she always want to eat this when we meet.

LOL

Reeve will be:

woohoo

cheesecake

plus doing zhiquan card

but still

i get free cheesecake treat!

once again

thanks reevie tantan

Yanzhi will be:

coz whenever we eat mac

she will eat this!

haha

Joeann:

Dont have to say ahh this one.

haha

Siyun will be:

the mac at lucky plaza

that seat with Mac furry and Green tea

tgt with Joeann

our HTHT session!

Haitang will be:

her fav!

TBC

i shall focus in class...

shall continue when i am free.....

Serve One Another

2010-12-04T00:22:00.006+08:00

Inspired by ppl in CG...

It is really important that we serve one another

other than serving God

Galatians 5:13 :

"Through love serve one another"

There are many ways to serve one another:

credit to: http://www.ministryblue.com/studies/serve.html

Seriously,

to serve one another is really not that difficult

FELLOWSHIP!

the most simplest i think.

but i believe there are ppl out there who think fellowship is of nothing.

To CARE for one another

can be as simple as leaving an SMS to encourage one another

thats is really simple

if you have to pay for SMS

u can just email/ twitter/ facebook one another!
or maybe write a card or letter!

And also..

BE THERE for one another

at good times and bad times!

be there!

share the joy and the burden!

don't let technology bring us away from one another

but lets do our best to pull us more nearer with one another

with love

Cyra

RIGHT TIMING

2010-12-03T02:27:00.002+08:00

Say the right thing

at the right time

thats all everyone hope for.

with love

Cyra

COMMUNICATION

2010-12-02T00:37:00.004+08:00

Just feel like talking about communication before i sleep

COMMUNICATION,

1 of the most important things that we need to know

its always there

and when its done wrongly

you can really say BYE BYE

cause indeed it can really affects alot

there are alot of situation where by communication needs to work hand in hand with how ones think.

that's why there are different level and platform of communication

the speaker and the receiver are not necessary to be at the same platform in a communication

which hence, many of the time, what the receiver receive in the conversation might not be what the speaker intends to send over

i believe both speaker and receiver need to work together to prevent all these

BUT~!

it is very very rare that this can be happening

being human being

we have to admit that we are selfish in a way

that the very 1st thing that always get onto our mind when things happen is to think of ourselves first.

Hence many of the time we will just speak out what we have in mind(a form of self defense) without thinking what the receiver will feel after hearing it.

i really encourage all of us

to really spend at least 20 sec before you really want to throw out nasty words

think of ...

WHY are you saying it
HOW will the person feel,
WHAT will happen after you speaks (will it allow u to feel better?)

after you make your mind clear/ reflected

you might speak it at a total different way

which might end up allowing you to have a better ending

indeed...

"THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK"

with love

CYRA

BACK TO BLOG~

2010-11-29T17:40:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOOO~~~~

I'm back to blogging

was talking with liwei tt day tt we both wanna post on blog

after like sooooo long

woah

my last post was on 5th march

which like like 6 mths ago...

HAHA

alright

i shall post short and simple post that happen in my life since march

went to kr for 21 days

had fun

busan + seoul + suwon

WOOHOOS

wanna go back soon if possible

also tried dancing..

went to taiwan

and this chapter of my life i believe ended unless going to o school with steven!

and my new break through in life

was water baptised on ast (27 nov 2010) with ESTELLA LIM YANZHI

oh ya. the last post i was still in n397

but now

in n246/n486

our WOAH halloween party

where by i met my dearest jingting, eliz, eeling(elton), bonfurt, mingjie

and also with all the poly peeps

awesome

(wanted to post on every cgmember but i realised i dun have pic with all of them. next time yo)

so just..

awesome sister...

joeann!

twinnie~~~

and also justin

the one who love to bully me the most!

haha

and and one last ppl

BABY JORDON!

the cutest baby

whom i missed alot

HAHAHAHAHA

ok.

i shall go back to do rj and study and eat

BYE BYE

with love

Cyra

3rd week of hols

2010-03-05T14:04:00.004+08:00

안녕!
its been 3 week since my hols start
and actually
i start to feel the BORED-NESS
hahahaha
speaking about it
what have i been doing for the pass few weeks?!?!
haha

1st week --> CNY
i believe most Singapore-Chinese will agree with me
CNY is just boring
had lunch with cg on one of the day though
but still...
nothing much
HAHA

took during cyn aftr the lunch with cg

2nd week -->work and sick
when to work at xmasia
(ps: thanks bee~~~)
worked for 3 days
and i think is a big profit
fall sick on the 3rd day
while on my way home
horrible!!
the 1st time ever to have the feeling to ALMOST FAINTED outside
lost my hearing and sight in the bus
HORRIBLE
AHHHH~~~
thank God that im fine
HAHA

hence the next few days i stayed at home and missed the opportunity to earn 돈
haha
when to natas fair on sunday with boon
1st time ever to know that there was a RAMBUTAN road and CHIKU road in singapore
all of us thought that we know singapore well
but actually, there are alot that we dun know
hahaha

this week is a week of planning and slacking and boring
and i believe it will continue for the next at least 3 weeks
HAHAHA

next week
kpop idol will be jaming my land
i got a feeling that i will be hearing nobody and ringdingdong alot next week
so my plans were
not to go out when wg visit
at least not to town
horrible
and shinee..
stupid sm
cheat my 60 bulks for the previous fansign
and now wat?!
30nett for showcase in imm
i will not give u my money man
i will just go to e award to see them..
as if they will rmb me
HAHA

ohmy
kpop stars are really jamming my land as i think about it
jgs, junhojunsu, shinee, wg, beg, fti
horrible
(everyday a shock, everynight a shock~~)
-->im just singing with the song, but i wish bee is here with me so i can do the sound effect...
can u all stop jamming my land
haha

anw
as mention above
im bored
so i start to do things that really shows that im bored
like looking at GO's cyworld
(ps: i do cyworld hopping when im bored)
and i realised that
GO is leng w/o all his hair
and i feel like making a vid with those pic and the tribute that bee and edna did
i think it will be a huge WOAH
haha
see it yourself and compare:

agree?!

agree?!
PS: bee says he look like kikwang, so she is gonna call him byungkwang!

oh
and the next boring thing that i did was to read the comments of fans on the pm incident
i even read the translation of the whole conference
haha
all i have to say is
i understand why RP make us to take module on culture and communication in year 1
haha
but i also want to kajiao by saying my opinion here
since...
my blog is quite hidden
HAHAHA

all i have to say is
netizen are the one to be blame
like seriously
netizen simply use their fingers to spread things on net to make things from bad to worst
maybe they have some undercover in the fanbase to make things worst -- just my thought inputing scenary of movies and drama
and the comparison of k.fans and i.fans
maybe the the way they put words tgt
it might hurt
i mean
no one is perfect right..
(**softly**unless u are God)
i believe as time passes
ppl will accept the fact
just like the suju case and sunmi and many more
let it be, let it be, let it be~~

those who like jay
just wait..
if being in the entertainment circle is he bowl of rice and is his destiny
he will be back..

kr entertainment is really entertaining
while anticipating to see how sm react to all those things happening to them
(**softly**hoping that they will close down**cough**)
and jyp vs pm fans or ex fans(i shall not call them hottest since now some are not),
kr fans vs int fans

everyday a drama
maybe yg can have some drama as well
it might be interesting to see this
OPPS
im not being bad
just a thought
haha

i shall continue to do boring things now
bye

-끝-

with love
Cyra. 자혜

shinee is in town.. (not the main point though)

2010-02-02T00:30:00.005+08:00

HIHI to all
(ps: i dun look like this in real life.. is just the angle and the makeups..)
But i do love my not really seen dimples

anw,
since last fri, my life had been full of joy(mostly...)
fri(i skipped sch = bad girl = i'm sorry)
but i went to k with viv and gang
had fun
and i realised i can sing abracadabra and mmhn
haha
went off to see my jaejin the last time
(sorry fti fans but i do think the rumors can be true)
but was great coz most of the "FANS" went to airport for shinee
and i had great time at there laughing at fans expression
ans also enjoying my jaejin!
and i reached home at 10 plus unlike those who went for shinee
hahahahahahaha win!

sat is a day of shopping and "horrible things happen"
shop-ed for new year stuff
reach home at 8 plus bah
stupid buses all full
ended up cabbing home
and i said goodbye to my money... TT.TT
while watching wgm halfway,
get to know tt i need to pali rush down to lot one
i rush-ed down
act as if i am sleeping
OK, PPL DUN FOLLOW!
im only going to do this for once and only time
i stay-ed at lot one from 10plus 11 till the next day
OHMY
horrible
and get to see horrible fans breaking open the door of lot one
making the whole lot one jam
but good enough that i got to chat with my long time no talk/see friends
zayar and rand
and also new friends
damn win!
ALL TAME FANS
TAME FANS = WIN
CRAZY FANS = FAIL
we have all type of size, height and age
haha
our youngest is only 8 yr old
WIN RIGHT?!
the organizers are win but not as win as the fti fan meet one..
still we got randomly got the sign of the member by the card that we got
had hard time changing for my KEY WANG JJANG one
thanks for the one who exchanged with me
the girl in white and is with her mum
KAM SA U!

mine and suhui's
KEYBLING!

forgot to buy 4D
hahaha.. joking..

i think i am tame as ever
or even more
no shouting
even when i go forward for autograph
i am still tame
doing things step by step
WIN WIN
and key took my gift with a care FEEL
although i know it will still be dump into the "TRASH BAG" by the staff there
but still
aiya.. but i should have ask,
if he dun want to eat i shall take it back and just leave him with the letter>.<
waste my pineapple tarts
haha

anw
tt key wang jjang
give ppl smilie face but mine is a angry face
nono
a onew face!!
see it yourself!!:

same hor?!
smack him!
haha

went for the concert today and it is win
BOBBY KIM AHH BOBBY KIM
u ming ming got saw us why u dun respond to us
the autograph session..
lucky we didn't get in
coz no bobby
haha
and the junsung(mario)
you are such a joke
and the ohjongsung composer
he damn fail until damn win
he knows all artise in kr
as in idol
haha
he damn joke lah
i know you love singapore
joker lah him
HAHAHAHAHA

** KEY SANG WELL TODAY**
no zao xia
no out of pitch
WIN!
onew and bling too
and and
minho dun try too hard when i can't hear your voice
(sorry to minho fans)

aiya
so much crap
no pics
angry right?
mian
i enjoyed them with my eyes only
haha

GOING TO USS TML
FOR FREE TRAIL!
WOOHOO
so i shall go sleep
and wait for rand's photo
OH
and sorry rand coz i made u take key's pic and u got caught by the security and was forced to sign and leave
I"M REALLY SORRY

AND LASTLY
DOROTHY CHEN GUAN HUA
HELLO!!!
u say u will read but i doubt so
haha

with love
Cyra. 자혜

1st post in 2010

2010-01-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

this is my very 1st post for this new year

and the 1st mth is alr ending

i have to say

like wat we know

things dun always goes the way we want it to be

unhappiness do appears

but nvm

let it be~

i believe this new year is gonna be a new challenge for me

many new changes i have to adapt to

one very good example will be that i swap room with my bro

which i really dun like

while, from this i know one of m y wants in my life!

i want my room in future to be big, bright and windy!! (many windows!!)

hahaha

anw,

it seems to be a trend now in rp

to observe teens(kids) nowadays

looking at their blogs and typing style

ohmy..

horrible

i wonder if i did so when i'm at their age

i think i did not

at least I THINK i am more mature.

OH!

and,

i'm not going to kr

(u know just something happens like wat i mention previously)

but on the other hand

i'm visiting to taiwan with bee and boon

but due to some problem i think i had difficulties communicating with them

erm

how do i say...

maybe just afraid?!

self protection?!

i dun know

i just can't communicate with them as"Open"as i did in the pass

as in not only them

but the people around

(ps: other than my own family)

hmm..

maybe it will take some long, or even longer

AJA AJA HWAITING, i can do it

(i believe... - anything is possible if i believe mah!!!)

anyhow,

my house currently have no SOUL of any males..

bro when for CAMP

i seriously doubt west spring NP nowadays

super anyhow..

anyhow anyways,

i think i need my bro to be around

so as to kajiao him

just like he need me around to kajiao me

my life will be so much more boring without him

no one to kajiao and disiao..

HAHAHA

no one feed me in the night as well

EHH..

i'm not a bad sister ok..

i'm just, not those lovely one

hahahaha'

wonder what will happen this weekend

according to the horoscope that i read at the beginning of the week

something good is gonna happen...

aiya

forget it

just go sleep
잘자요 ~~

with love
Cyra. 자혜

2009-12-09T21:05:00.004+08:00

yoyo!
YES! i am fasting
although not full fast..
but still..
i've fasted 6 - 6 for 3 days
WOOHOOO
clap clap
2 more days to go!!
i can do it!!
woohoo~~~

to liyun: haha thanks.. i will (lazy to tag on tagboard)

ps: blog song changed again..

with love
Cyra. 자혜

lonely

2009-12-06T01:39:00.004+08:00

我最近发现我是一个不能一个人生活的人。。
也许是童年的阴影吧。。
经常一个人，
常常会很容易就觉得很寂寞
所以，就很讨厌“寂寞”。

没安全感吗？
我也不知道耶？！？！
好像觉得身边的人
不久就会离开
也许这阵子常常在一起
下一阵子就不知道跑哪儿去了

自己是个很需要周边人的关心和注意~
（也是我最近发现的）
所以好像很容易就觉得寂寞

我也不知道这一篇是要来干什么的
总之，
就是把自己的个性写下来
希望读到这篇的人们就多注意点
也顺便避免自己就老人痴呆时还能读一读，记起来
哈哈

好啦
寂寞的人也得睡觉
（至少梦不寂寞！）
明天7点得起来
印证RW的职位
拜咯~

with love
Cyra.자혜

2009-12-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

(source from: narsha's cyworld)

i find this really nice and interesting
well
no matter what happens
God is here
with a smile with you
i realise
when ever i'm down
the 1st person that i turn to will be God
maybe that's because i know that he cares and is always here for me
heehee^^

(ps: planning to run back to church this sat!)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

HIHI

2009-11-29T16:44:00.006+08:00

HI
tell you something.....
i know you would not want to know
but i'm just saying
i grew fatter
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok

realised that i had not update, hence..
i'm here
hahahahaha
ok..
ignore..

recently had always been meeting up with bee
from what boon say...
we are the more free ones
haha
now after pp presentation,
i'm even more free!
PP..
AIGOO
dun think about it
dun be pissed by it

so me an bee had been meeting frequently
3 times a week i think
this week we met for like 4 times
HAHA

anw, we private dating after her As
shopping in town..
w/o knowing
we wore stuff that look super alike
wanted to take full body pic but we forgotten
we took quite a few pics in the bus
so here it is..

look at the person at the back
ajjushi.. mi an hae...
hahahaha

1st try..

2nd try...
failed fringe..
AHHHH

i think it was last week
i realised something...
STOP SAYING TT MY DRESSING IS IMBA...
coz...
there are always ppl in this world that are IMBA-er den me
.
.
.

SEE!!!
and i seriously snap shoot them
the TL turn green once after i click on..
haha

WHEN YOU ARE BORED IN CLASS....
you can try to...
DRAW with faci's markers...
and wait for faci to wipe it for you!!!

XIAO XIN and family
SUHUI.. i can't draw ah dai..
i think you have to really copyright it for PT
haha
and..
his dad is diff to draw lor..>.<

WHEN YOU ARE BORED IN CLASS....
you can try to....
draw behind blank piece of white paper...
and make it fill with black ink!!

MY MASTER PIECE
haha
ok.. i only did the top left part in class
the rest i did it in bus, home, prayer meeting
haha
this show i drew it long time ago
hahahaha

i nv knew central can be so nice...

see!!!

go there and see it with your own eyes...

ANW,
somehow last last week
we over night-ed at suhui's place
5 ppl in a small room
and we make it!
hahaha
suhui aunt was total surprise to know it.
anw,
we did not plan the overnight thing you know..
is like..
"YOU WAN? I WAN! LETS DO IT" kind of thing
haha
so we were all wearing suhui's pjs and shirt...

haha
i plug out "flowers" from the wall and put it at my head
as hair accessories
nice right?!
haha

how HOME are we?
u can see it here..
haha
anw, tt's not bee's bag.. is boon's

suhui..
see
i help u make white white liao!!

OH
and we have suhiu mummy as our mummy
HAHAHAHA
win right?!
she have 5 daughters out of no where
and we had mac in the morning
thanks to mummy
hahaha

and here presenting to you
MINHO IN HIGHCHAIR!

the seatbelt is a total useless thing
coz..
minho will not fall!
haha

had i mention anout tap tap in class?
just in case
we have a tap tap craze at the beginning of this sem
hence u can see
we play it this way:

in this photo:ROSY and CASSEY
cassey is a guy fyi..
the one which i says he look like luffy from one piece
but the sad thing is
he cut his hair
and cut and cut
and how
he dun look like
coz he dun wear his hat..
haha

ok
thats about it
simply
i redyed my hair again
and it is still the same colour
hahaha
and
bee's mum rmbed my name alr
haha
and fti's coming again
with beg
and i'm seeing them lah
woohoo
but actually
i dun feel the excitment!

i changed my blog song again
to mr well's new song
OFF MY GIRL
and i am so right
coz i said he must be composing new song at this time
hahahahahahahaha
I'M SO WIN!
and and
i think it is his own feeling..
after breaking off..
WELL..
(I shall not continue singing a long)
KKEUT!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Life is like a show

2009-11-09T17:35:00.002+08:00

i understood why people says life is like a show(in Chinese)
becoz i realised that this occurs in my life
my life is a show
which is scripted by someone great up there
i nv know what will happen next
but i have faith in it
so no matter what happen next in my life
i've decided not to fear,
not to hide
i will face all difficulties
coz i have YOU with me.

what ever that you are doing might hurt me
but i will stay strong
this family is breaking in to more pieces
my tears, my smile
which is real
and which is fake
does anyone know?
at times,
me, myself don't even know what emotion shall i put on
are there anyone who can teach me?
what ever i say can no longer change the fact
since you had made your mind
all i have now
is only YOU

FAMILY
suppose to be a name for a group of people
with joy, happiness and laughter
but mine,
it is now breaking down
i know i should not confess
and i did not want to
but i just to say it out!
since i did not know who to face to in this Earth
i shall put this here
so my heart will not be so full
my sorrow will be loosen

stupid me
who even thought of just going away
leaving a full stop in my life
if i were to end it here
what will happen to him?
my brother,
who was born w/o a proper family
w/o the love of a father
someone
who was brought into this world
even when the adults know that happiness will not be full for him
but why?!
why are you guys being so selfish?
hurting one is not enough
you guys want to hurt another

CHILDHOOD
what's that to me
i don't know
all i rmb are those bad one
good ones, may 1 or 2
growing up watching them fight
going home with blood on the walls
at the age of 6
i had alr learn to protect him
IF i can protect him at the age of 6
i will not allow anyone to destroy him now!
he is just 14 this year
his childhood might not be the best
i did not want his teenage time to be the same

Please!
i said please.
don't hurt us over and over again
you proclaim that you are hurting yourself as well
if it is so,
why do u continue in doing things like this?

this is a show
that no one can ever imagine
there is no preview on what will happen next
i will continue with this show
and see what will happen next
but i say to you,
i will protect my loves one
do not even have in mind to destroy anyone.

i've decided
since u did not keep the promise on keeping this family in pieces
i no longer have to keep my promise with u
i will go back to the house of GOD
where true love is
the love that i am longing for.
a place where i can find love,
encouragements,
joy,
happiness.

a voice of the broken heart..
강해 져야....
be strong....

with love
Cyra. 자헤

나도 몰라

2009-10-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

피곤 해요~

내 느낌

아무도 모르죠

어떻게 표현할해야할지 모르겠다

그러므로,

내가 표현하고 싶지 않아

무슨 사랑인가?

난 .. 질문

난 너무 낮은 느낌이

미소를 원하지만 방법을 몰라

나만의 세계

내 숨어있는 장소

만약 당신이 나를 밖으로 데리고

with love
Cyra. 자헤

You've lost

2009-10-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

FYI, this post will be a draggy, wordy and emotional one
if u can't take it pls don't continue reading

so here i starts everything
i think people around me will not feel anything wrong about me
but in the deepest end of my heart, i'm broke and lost
"WHAT'S NEXT?" i asked
GOD! What's the next path that you had plan for me to walk on?
It is about 1 yr ago since a thing like this happen
last year, in end of sept,
my mum burned my bible...
and this year,
she went to "create" problem to people around me
when she speaks,
i feels it was satan who was speaking to me
being accused, criticise etcs
these are all works of satan
i feel that i'm like in the wilderness
when Jesus was tempted by the devil
a year ago, he tries to do similar things
and somehow i fall into the trap
after tt incident, (maybe many does not know)
i start to hide myself inside a speacial box
that even when i tries to comes out, i can't
but now,
i tries to come out of this box,
i succeeded.
i have my head and body out
but someone else in the box tries to pulls me back
BUT!
this time round i did not let the stength of tt someone to pulls me back
i tried my best to come out of it
i know that all these are in the will of God
i'm willing to go through this
When God gave the permission to tt ugly satan,
he will protect me in a way
i have faith in Him
He is my KING of KINGS and LORD of LORDS
althought i feel so down because the person who accused
my church, my pastors, my zs, my cg leader, my God and me is my mum

i'm still proud and happy for myself
coz i'm now walking close with God
even when she hit me on my left
i gave her my right
coz my almighty Lord says in the bible
"whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also"

GOD! i think i've what you had taught me
now, i'm perpared for more
if there are more things that you have plan for me
i'm not worry, coz i have YOU in my life
in the name of JESUS all things shall be brought to past

i sing to you:
"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from earth into Eternity"

You are my God now and forever..
never will i be away from You
my everything is Yours

even in my lowest point of time

i will hear only Your voice

only when i'm with You,
my knees will bow
my tongue will confess
only when i'm with You,
i'm no longer alone
i'm no longer afraid
coz i have you in my life

this is what i want You to know
my love for You will go on and on....

with love
Cyra. 자헤

uncle drank coke!

2009-10-14T22:40:00.004+08:00

HIHI!!!
damn cool right this pic?!
i like and hate this pic
like because i think the lighting i adjust until damn nice(for me)
hate because my face too big and i look super old!
but ahh
nvm~~

just a update for what i've done recently
the very very very important thing that is a must to post!!!
my unclejunsu drank coke on mon!
and i send him to acer...
dun noe what's wrong with it
i want it back badly!
i've spend 2 school days without lappy!!
there's a saying
"you can be naked in RP but u cannot afford not to have laptop with you!"
so i shall say,
i feel so naked this 2 days!
hahaha~~~
OH YA!!!
and i would like to praise laode for this
SHE ACC ME DOWN TO JURONG!
laode is well lan recently
and and
ACER BUILDING SHOULD BE IN FAIL BLOG
i will take a pic when i go there the next time
i so wanna bring bee bee there
but she need to study!

i think i have not post on my school since school starts
i'm currently having 4 sch days per week
thurs is my "off day"
my class is quite
but hopefully it is getting noisy and will continue to grow
somehow i miss old class although they are freaking noisy
but somehow noise is still needed!
and we(w65a) are currently addicted to winnie's iphone de taptap
since ytd!!
the photo of playing taptap is in my phone
and i'm too lazy to move myself to my room to get it
so i shall post it some other days

and last sun, we pre celebrated suhui's birthday!
56! Happy 18th birthday!
(56 is currently suhui's new nick name)
me and beebee baked cake for her
we were super high at 1st coz the cake is super successful!
however, the making of cream is WTH
i shall not recall it to make myself upset
so ya..
and this is the "unglam" suhui blowing the candles:

(suhui, i did not purposely post this, but this is the only pic of you with the cake i have)
edna went off early well the other 4 of us stayed
we seems to be having an grown up party
we were forced by suhui's popo to finish up the drink
singing songs
(WE SANG NIWAWA AND 3ZHILAOHU)
hahaha
till pass midnight
beebee's wellan drove us home

and today wednesday!
riverwalk for prayermeeting and bs
drew a super nice piece of art!
shall take a pic of it when i complete the whole thing
I'M GENIUS!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

my toh beebee is currently jiayou-ing for her A
so i also must jiayou for her
toh bee bee
jia you jia you jia you
you can do it!!
dun think for the worse!
think the bright side of it!
heehee
after your As you are free~~~
i cook rabokki for you after your As ok!
hahahaha
hug hug, kiss kiss~~~

alright
and i shall end here....

(my auntie style top)
BYE!

(going off to bed so that i got enough strength for tml - morning PM and helping out in citycare~)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

RAM RAM

2009-09-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

a short update
ytd i did an extra doll
for suhui
and i think i'm super win
coz i finish it in about 4 hours.
but fail as i poke my finger(thumb) and it bleed for a while
the taste of blood is yucky.
anyway
the name for this doll is:
RAM RAM!
haha
i like this colour..
maybe i shall make one with this cloth.
haha
just like this

and KENJIO is confirm coming
there are puppy in the mummy dog tummy
and 1 is kenjio
and for those out there who are interested
i think we got a female one here
the owner insist to give us one more but we did not want
so if u wan i can help you ask
leave me a msg yeah^^

stop here since i'm lazy enough to get my charger out
and its gonna low batt soon

안녕 ♡♡♡~~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

chicken pox over

2009-09-29T02:19:00.007+08:00

여보, 이 봐!
안녕^-^

wondering whats i'm up too recently?
i mean for the past few weeks
I'm down with chicken pox
yes, at the age of 18
one thing/ disease down
although is chicken pox,
a illness,
but i can still thank God for this
coz this brought my relationship with my family closer
and for my family
one of the way to stay close is by watching SUMO
haha
and i got an IDOL out of them
actually my family member each have one
we even bet for the championship
not betting with money, but with a meal
but end up, it is just a bet for fun
nothing was paid.. haha
and this is my idol:

Baruto Kaito!
25 years old this year.
he just rocks
he is the only one who smile in the match
cool!!!
and for this match
his score is 12-3
good right
hahahaha

next,
this is thomas park jae bum
ex member of 2PM
this news was the news that shock me when i use the internet after the illness of chicken pox
i just find it ridiculous
but what have been done have been done
just wish him all the best for what to be coming for him

but i still think is the netizen that cause so many things to happen
i'm really in deep thoughts on how they manage their time out
i really need more time out of 24 hours.
can i have 34 hours a day?
i need a lot of time u noe..
like my PP
i'm still far away from it.
can help me?
haha

next,
i dyed my hair again
this is the colour
so now my hair colour is darker
toh beebee,
i'm no longer jippun ah lian hair
anyway, this hair dye is pretty good.
i recommend you guys to use it to.

this is BIN BIN and NINI
i made it for beebee and myself
i'm gonna make one more ugly doll for pris too,
for her birthday
i have to improve on my skills
to become a domestic housewife!
haha
(if you wonder why, my dream is to become a domestic housewife)

anyway,
the rest are my selca
prepare a bag to vomit.

i took this is a got a shock!
dun look like me
and on the other hand
look like ah lians
oh my
and i told bee that in this case,
i rather be a jippun ahlian look alike then a local ahlian look alike.

this is an atemp to make my mouth as round as possible
and i realise this is super act cute..
i dun understand how can ppl selca with this pose everytime
(this include myself..)
haha

i like the lighting in this pic.
just like this

lastly
this is my fac pic
i know it does not look really nice
but why still i like it?
this pic shows my DIMPLE!
heehee
and i think my smile is pretty nice
heehee
and beebee says look like jinnie
as in 2AM de jinnie
becoz of the smile and the eye..
not bad if i really do
since jinnie is my fav in 2AM

oh ya, hopefully i'm gonna have a puppy dog at home!
but one of the little dog was death in the mama dog tummy
hopefully the other doggy wun have any problem
if so i can have kenjio to my house
kenjio = banana = the name for the puppy dog

and it will be a shih tzu
if i have him, i will ensure i cut his hair regularly!
heehee

i shall stop here.
i know this is a wth post
but nvm
coz now is time for talk with my mum and me
heehee
bye

안녕히 주무세요~
사랑해~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

randomly 91 line

2009-09-01T15:05:00.004+08:00

HI to all
quick update here
i've lost my phone
so if u happen to wan to find me and realised u can't reach to me
msn me yeah=)
so i'm currently on credit for my phone coz i nv pay a single cent when i get my phone
as it will be in my 1st bill
alright
so on i think last mon i went out with bee
we the keai couple who successfully lost our phone the same way
HOW DUMB AM I?!?!
(nono, pastor phill say must say cannot say this)
so.. HOW SMART AM I?!?!
and we also are the LG couple in tardies
and we also about the same size
hahaha
and i think her mum should make friend with my mum
her mum super CUTE can..
haha
her mum were clearing the storeroom when i'm there
and she dig out alot of thing
and i regrated not to take the pic of the MOUNTAINs of toilet paper
and her mum say her hobby is to collect toilet paper..
hahaha
anw

the shirt tt bee's wearing is for xiaode
coz bee dun wan
haha

and when i went home
she stood there like this
which is funny
so i took a pic of it.
sat was fun!!
pastor phill!!
joey's baptisim day!!
and pics were took
but i've out them up in facebook and is lazy to put it here
so you know what to do..

sun
when to help up to appear for a fashion show
brought the 91 line of tardies there
since tt magnae was not in singapore
and currently the 3 younger ones(suhui, bee, xiaode) are in JB
pic we took:

i realise at the end of the day i neh take pic with lao de>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_oJfz352xpQk/SpzILLWCUwI/AAAAAAAACyM/FwBC4AksKfk/s1600-h/P30-08-09_17.13%5B01%5D.JPG">

suhui ah suhui
i think i need to giv eyou not only general knowledge
but also how to catch the angle for selca!

becoz suhui was late
we start to selca!

random!!

anyway

that ft is is coming to singapore to cheat my money again
and i'm not sure if i were to be cheated by them again
hopefully the price is reasonable
and i'm able to afford them
so BYE to my money in advance
but to think of it
i will be able to see my 斯文败类 jinnie

act cool?!?!

act cute?

but indeed he is a ahbeng!!
ahahaha

alright
i shall go to another room to watch KO 3guo with my bro le
bye~

randomly took at home coz i'm wondering how i look like in this manner!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

18th day..

2009-08-18T15:35:00.007+08:00

This auntie has successfully turned 18 ytd...
and she would like to thanks everyone who had made her day a wonderful one
she also wan to thanks her papa God for all the blessings and wonders He had done in her life

(why am i writing in a 3rd person perspective?!?! )

anyways
if u wanna ask about it
i can say,
its just some ordinary day
but there are still points which i was just happy of
thanks to my girls for the super surprise
and u guys had successfully surprised me
(so far i has not had any surprise before)

OK..
i leave the post like this 1st..
i'm gonna bath and meet up suhui..
leave u guys with some of the pics:

i'm back again..
alright
i wanted to show you guys some of the sms i've got that i think is interesting
and i've picked up 2 of them (idk why, both also from tardies)
1) toh beebee suan (mei mei)
选你选你选你!
haha
" Smack u with lots of blessings today my dear!
Heehee gonna see u and other tards soon:D Selamat Hari Jadi!! <3"
>.< the interesting part is the malay part..

2)Edna Chng XinYu
"Xiaode loves you more today, and loves your mom for having you. Happy Saengil! Sarang HYE"
thanks for loving my mum!!
haha

(by right i put winnie here too, but i accidentally deleted it w/o noticing, and i'm lazy enough to type back>.< )

ok..
so this is the story of how i celebrate my 18th birthday once again i'm gonna say it is super odinary and boring lah..

sat, celebrated with cellgroup...
and as normal
they will mess up the birthday boy/girl hair
and i'm fully prepared
i let down my hair for them to play with it..

see..
how horrible are they
tt vincent still look so happy
and joey also
you 2..
becareful..
haha

it was also
SOT graduation tt day
so i took a pic with our honorary member
SHUJUN..

both congrating each other..
nice right?
credit to wuian...

but even before that, we were having our fellowship as normal
and when liwei's camera is with us..
we can camwhore all we want..
here are some of them...

see..
they bully small liwei...

i like this
althought i got big round face!!
haha

me with liwei
the last shoot of the day

laurel BFF, me and maxie..
all of diff skin tone..

cellgroup with honorary

chloe with her dancing partner:
me and yanzhi
haha
chloe look like belly dancer right?!?!
haha

one of my fav shoot of the day also
nice right!?!
ahaa

gia gia max!!!

Monday
thanks to the girls as i said at the top
they got me a cake with "strawberryshortcake" cartoon on it
and we brough a piece of the cake down for blacky hao..
and we threw half of the cake to the bin as no one's gonna eat it..
i know we wasted it
but u have to think
after this cake
classmate also got a swiss roll and pizza
and thanks to them
i blow the candle dk how many times
somemore the pizza, they insist for me to blow 18 time
thank god that doro's hand is tired from lighting the candle
and they sang they version of happy birthday

after tt off we go to suhui house
me and xiaode decided to prank on suhui
HAHAHA
but we decided not to prank on suhui anyhow after the prank
haha
she cried!
we had our TARDS TV also
the topic is on "audition for tards leader"
and our outcome is toh beebee
MEI MEI!!!
funny sia
the whole day is full of joy
i shall grab the vid on hand soon so that i can show u guys
so damn joke!!
laode can say WIN it all..
JUE~
and i think i got the potential as a promoter!!
this is the card from tardies
and i still dun know what they are getting for me..

and tt laode
SHE SPELL MY NAME WRONGLY!!
smack her..
she had officially welcomed me into her OLD PEOPLE (18) group
and the card also got joke in it
xiaode shown me before hand and i still acted like i never see them when they read them out
haha

as i said i met with suhui just now
we disscuss about the prank
and she still wondering why she had not got the hint that we are pranking her
hahaha
and i saw sandy in the bus
she also another gong gong..
neh see the surounding de..
and this is the pic we took last mon:

feel free to photoshop in jojo and kelvin
anw, meeting up with them on sun to study

UT~~
off to study again
but before that i shall go to the toilet to release some wasted material
hahaha

bye~

(i will be back to edit this post again.. bye~)
(i will try to pkpw)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Life

2009-08-13T19:59:00.004+08:00

today's topic:
LIFE!

ok, basically i'm listening to this song.
바보 (Farewell To Our Twenties)
by Unplug & AG
and somehow the chorus caught my attention
it goes like this:

Life goes like this and a
Life goes like that and a
Life goes on Life still goes on
그렇게 모르는척 하루를 살아내고
(translation: Deny it and live a day)
Life goes like this and a
Life goes like that and a
Life goes on still goes on

And i quite agree with this
but 1st of all
let us look at the word "life"
there are tons and tons of definition for the word LIFE
some examples are:
1) The interval of time between birth and death.
2) An account of a person's life; a biography.
(this is 2 of the definition which i like)

basically
this post is just one random one to state about what i feel after listening to the song
(actually the chorus)
hence i'm gonna start all my rubbish...

see..
to me, Life is what God gave to us(of course)
and in Life, there are alot of things that are happening..
but no matter what happens,
Life still goes on...

if you were to slow down yourself
u will see that the world is not gonna wait for you
everything still goes on...

hence,
no matter what happen,
i think, lets not slow down
lets work together
lets help one another
so that by the end of the day,
our life will be a wonderful one...
at the end of the day(again)
when our life ended,
when we were welcome into God's heaven..
what we brings along with us are good memories of our life!

ok,
my random-ness stop here
i shall continue to do my RJ
and play Sims 3
YES! SIMS 3
finally..
hahahaha
(i shall leave wild bunny ep4 till weekend!)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

BOO~~

2009-08-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

BOOO!!!
吓死你！！
haha
my monday was a super busy one
i'm like some super star who's rushing the whole day
woke up at 5 in the morning to prepare myself for prayer meeting
reached paya lebar at about 7
ended prayer meeting at about 8 plus
had subways
met shiqi
down to boonlay
meet up other girls
off for K-ing at jurong safra kbox
indeed the service still CMI!
haha
sang with them from 11am - 2pm
meet up viv after that
went shopping and slack in mac
and lastly...
i met with my dearest eight
although only 6 of us
the jojokelvin.. (sounds like a brand name)
the both of them MIA
neh mind
still
we still had a memorable day
and i swear i will not go to the playground beside the lib
need to climb up and down
so horrible
they guys just so bad
ppl scare like hell they still at there shake the thing
i dun dare to climb down sia...
but still
wonderful gathering
meeting up with them soon..
i hope
hahahaha

pics took on fri while celebrating vinc's birthday

max neck long long
vinc face i dun know
the rest i think still ok
haha

alright
gonna do my rj and leave the sch
oh ya!
i've add blog song
RP's sooyoon's - One Million Roses
i like the peacefulness of the song
haha

bye~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

the light at the end of the tunnel is TRAIN

2009-08-05T20:57:00.005+08:00

the thing that xiaode and me were saying when we go home

the light at the end of the tunnel is
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

a train!!
hahaha
yes, i know this one is something edna always says
but..
this really makes sense
haha
when u have so much hope
end up, the hope is gone la
all is gone
俗话说……
"希望越多，失望越深"
haha

anyways
there's another thing that we had laugh on for very long on the bus back home
the topic on the receipt
hahaha
ok
i shall hide the rest here...

next monday...
is one of the only days that i'm out whole day w/o tardies
afternoon gonna K with class mate
dinner with TheEight
woohooo
i'm so looking forward for monday!!

and and
my birthday coming
although vincent de will come 1st
but just to reminds u guys
send me a greeting!!
haha
i will appreciate it..
(i'm so 不要脸, where got ppl like this de)
but actually,
i don't take birthday seriously
it is just a day
haha

with love
Cyra. 자헤

its over...

2009-08-05T11:11:00.003+08:00

IT'S OVER

although my God always tells me to give hope to the hopeless
but the hope seems so tiny that it have no way out
and is your choice that you had choose
i can do nothing
just as what i've said,
i'm not gonna lose out anything
just a friends
whom used to be part of my life
have left me
is just like mernel leaving and ending her life
she did not talk to me
and thats the sad thing
but for u
at least share your thoughts
and i'm thankful for that

seriously
from the start i knew this won't last
I don't believe in Friends Forever
getting hurt over and over again
although tards are those who brought me out of this
but
still,
i knew it won't last
we are people of different mindset,
our life is different
i can't expect anyone to be perfect
coz only my God is
now all i wan is to pray and cry out to God
thats why i should stay close to my father God

just like what i've learn from FOP
i should not worry
i shall not worry about you
i shall not worry about the rest of us
let it be
let God do the work..
since i know it cannot be mend

i really feel like saying this
just like what a mum will say to her child
don't come back crying
but although you do
you will know
we will still welcome you
however
what had been done, had been done
and i know God knows whats going on
he have all the things written in the book of life
i shall walk close with him
to see what is the next step to take...

i've never regret to have u in my life
i've never regret to have said that to you
cause i think what i did was right to my extend
maybe in others eyes
i might be childish,
i might be "what ever you says"
but in my point of view
i know i did the right thing

with love
Cyra. 자헤

2009-08-04T21:32:00.004+08:00

hello
as you can see
this is an old pic
which should be 2 yrs ago?!?
hahaha
anyways, i was looking at the pics in my "friendster" as i'm looking through some old pics
haha
i'm so kuku last time can..
as in..
seriously, as time passes, ppl change
the way we took selca in the past is so WTH
haha

ok, the reason why i'm blogging this time round is....
I'M MEETING UP WITH THE EIGHT NEXT MON

ok..
i'm getting excited..
because we have not meet up for super long
the longest is 3 yrs!!
omg..
and this was the reason why i'm in friendster
because i'm digging out pics..
haha
back to old grandmother story
we knew each other in NDP 2006(sec 3)
and we are just simply FUN
ok, i dun noe wat to say
they are just LOVE
haha

always tgt in training
supporting each other
helping each other
fooling around with each other...

people from different school,
different area of singapore(basically we only consist 2 area..)

boy and girl,
tall and short,
fat and thin,
we are just good mates for the whole few mths of training

actually think about it
we dun really get close at the beginning
and i think me and sam is because we both at the same area
sandy and jojo too.. but they both nearer coz they taller..>.<
and the guys..
idk..
we just got tgt after 1 meal tgt and chatting in a circle
fated friends!!
God's destiny.. haha
i'm so gonna "catch" up with them
(the joke here, me and yirong were saying about catching when sandy said catch up)
anyways
really hoep everyone can make it..
all 8..
and we can have a reunion lunch tgt
hahahahah
ok.. dun smack me

anyways
this is my UT3 timetable:

credit to kuku julia

1st thing, it did not crush with my birthday..
which is a good news
the bad thing, FA is tgt with programing..
and the timming for IT security is idk wat to say
and i need to wake up early
(fyi, i wake up at 8 every morning)
hais
nvm....
shall think of the hols
and next year trip
pray hard that krw got up to 1000
and the airplane tic to drop!!
i've alr decided that
i'm gonna go for service in yoido full gospel church
and prayer mountain

i'm going to the world largest church!!
i'm going to prayer mountain
i'm going to korea
i'm going to Busan
im going out of Singapore
with tardies

okok
next yr pali pali wa!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

再一次的中文

2009-07-29T21:33:00.007+08:00

各位哥哥姐姐弟弟妹妹们, 大家好!!
不要问我为什么这次是用中文来写这一篇...
只是用中文有不一样的 "feel" !!
哈哈

好啦
少废话连篇了
其实我正在看 “世界那么大” - 德国篇，没有希特勒的德国
希特勒.... 好久没说起这个名字了，有要两年了吧~
哈哈
从这一集，得到了一些些知识
看了很多BMW的车，有一辆是用布做的噢~
惊人吧！！（也许只是惊“我”吧）
也看到了小红帽的故乡
原来小红帽的红帽只是小小的一个帽子，（像...迷你蛋糕..."cupcake")

好啦
在说下去你们会闷死
说说关于自己的事吧...
最近放学都和小的一起回家
感情超好的！！
呵呵~

上星期天到素惠妈妈家
她们那天的主题是“甜悲哀”（sweet sorrow)
她们称它为SSSS(sweet sorrow sot session)
我不是一个“甜悲哀”的粉丝
结果到了那边把她们给打断了
呵呵~~
（棒棒堂最后一次开始咯～）
和她们谈到了我亲爱的神爸爸，耶稣等等等
应该说是谈到了不同的宗教
也不知不觉的淡到了我们女生的身体器官
（没办法，那个傻傻的素惠什么都不知道）
哦！也刚刚发现素惠的妈妈信主了耶
好棒哦！！
其实素惠因该也不知道吧...
我有帮她妈妈祷告过哦~
希望主能吧她的心结解开...
因为也不是很清楚她家里的是
能做的只是默默地帮大家祷告咯~~
但是还是很感谢主~

好啦
你们又无聊了对吧..
哈哈！！！
这个星期天是教会十周年纪念日
所以星期六能和亲爱的TARDS约会！
好期待哦~~

哦！！
对了……
我弟那个垃圾虫
吃了我的蛋糕>.< 我有买一片给他，
但是他把我那份也吃了……
好像打他哦~
气死了……
这不是重点
他还把放蛋糕的盒子乱扔在楼下
我气到等到他回来，
命令他到楼下把盒子捡回来
他也气死了……
可是谁叫他乱扔，活该!
哈哈哈！

对了
还有一件事最近我房间有蚊子
每天都在叮我
害我好多天都睡不够

好啦
你们都在闲我烦哦
给你们看些乱七八糟的照片吧

素惠新的发型！！
呆呆的嚄？
哈哈~~

我也来陪你呆呆的吧，素惠！！
但是你好像比较呆耶~
呵呵……

我的杰作！！
我班的两位死党
benny & casey
他们一见面就吵架
没有他们的时候班是多么的平静，
但是也会有一些些的无聊
总之，他们是不可缺少的啦~~

看看
这是我亲爱的小的做给我的
也是很久以前的事吧
但是，是我最最喜欢的橘色！！

哈哈
那天和小的webcam
可是她荡机了（不知道那个"荡"是哪一"荡")
鼻孔可以和我比哦~
我们把大家的空气都抢来吧
素惠可以加入哦~

希望星期六，
我们也能像这样一起出门玩哦
怀念~~

呵呵
又是我哦！
哈哈

好啦
今天就到这里咯
美漩！
我好想你哦~~~
读书要加油哦~~~

我就在这里搁笔咯（好久没用“搁笔”了）

姿慧爱你们
掰~

i'm not jipun ah lian!

2009-07-20T20:40:00.006+08:00

HELLO
TO ALL RANDOM PPL OUT THERE READING!!
coz it is proven tt no one read..
HAHAHAHA~
alright
i'm just being bored hence decided to post
and one of the real reason is becoz..
my bluetooth works..
so i bluetoothed pics to my lappy
hence, i'm here to post some pics..

this is the "大西瓜"(big water melon)
at bedok
NICE NICE
and cannot finish by 2 person!

my dearest KIASHU WINNIE
benny's, mine, winnie's(or shall i say andy's)
(from the left to the right)
beocz benny de is dun noe wat ex brand,
hence winnie dun dare to wear it too long
she return to him and wore rozy de..
>.<
(ps: i just donated to the boy's town!! and i dress until like so unglam~~)

i forgot why i took this pic...
i think i took it before i went to sleep
when my mum is still in jappy

THIS IS CLASSIC!!!
TOH BEE SUAN!!!
and she say she's SANDARA TOH!
also took when my mum were in jappy
they overnight at my place
and i'm currently wearing tt t-shirt she's wearing tt day

wonder what is this??
suet, rozy and me were eating this alphabet biscuit in class
(i forgot what module was it)
and we start to form words with the alphabet that we pour out..
and this is something that sounds logica

as mention in the previous post,
i did not have selca with my new fringe
hence i had my own selca session on sat when tuition was canceled
and i did something to my hair too...

i think this is the nicest pic among all!

this is the pic that bee says is imba!
coz make up nice nice but with the 鬼脸
BUT i like!!
haha

this was how my hair look like
i told bee that if she saw this,
she will call me jipun ah lian again

some little things that i've been thinking recently:
1) a drop of water can make a huge different!

2) God says among faith, hope and love, LOVE is the greatest!
and i agree and i love Him too...
(turn to your neighbour at your left and right tell them God loves you and I love you too,
Cyra loves you and i love you too) - if u dun have den.. see who is near u..

3) Dun noe why my eyes are red(i think i got a sore eye) BUT i did not wear lens today

4) I'm finally debt free from priscilla tan sokhwee(ok she hates it.. SUHUI.. I LOVE YOU)

5) How shall i celebrate my 18th birthday..

i think that's all
and i hope tml lesson will be fun and not boring
i'm looking forward for tml
meeting up suhui and xiaode at suhui mum's house to slack!!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

im getting old

2009-07-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

HI
ok, this is a old pic
i realise i dun have any selca pic with my new fringe
and i think in this pic i look young
which is good
绝!!

the topic for this post
aging!!
seriously i think i'm getting old
as in my body and everything in me!
take today as an example
cell group should starts at 7.30pm and we are suppose to meet at 6.45pm
but i dun noe why
i keep telling myself id 7.45pm
so i ended up leaving home at 6.15pm(around there)
and once i step out of house
i den rmb that is 6.45pm!
thinks thats it
NAH!!!
it wasn't
i took the wrong bus after that
because i see the wrong bus number
963 as 960!
SMACK MYSELF!

and just ytd
i'm suppose to walk straight(crossing the traffic light)
[[becoz it is a cross road with diff direction de traffic light]]
but for no reason i cross another one
and i realize it only when i finish crossing it!

and on tues,
i forgot my very important "ticket" to sch
my thermometer!

Recently i got tired easily too
hais
i'm really getting old!!

Today i realise this thing
which by right i realised it long ago!
which is...
i hate people who are late
and tt's why i hate myself today
and tt's why whenever i'm late i got a really stuck up face
BUT
don know why,
when its tards i dun feel the same
maybe tardies love to be late
haha
we take turns to be late>.<
but this is a habit that all should kick away!
SHOO~~~
alright..
i shall turn in soon
and i noe still
no one reads my blog since its quite dead
but i'm still blogging
in case i'm really that old that i can't rmb anything
老人痴呆?!?!
haha
den i can recall by reading this..

with love
Cyra. 자헤

random

2009-07-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

meeting up xiaode to go home tgt later...
woohoo
xiaohae time you know!

and peeps
any suggestion for me
how to celebrate my birthday
is 1 more month
exactly 1 more month to my birthday!
i'm getting old
and i'm seriously behaving like i'm older each day>.<
어떻게?!?!
i need to do things to keep myself young!
haha's

oh
and ytd was suet birthday
생일 축하합니다
hais..
ok i'm blogging becoz i have nothing much to do in class
and i shall go to the wash to waste some time now..
bye
안녕(in the tone of issak)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

i don;t care

2009-07-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

currently ensure that
I BELIEVE IN FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!
haha
i say what i think i should say and i think i'm right
sorry GOD that i think this way
but
i believe that what i said is true, was true and will be true
maybe just like what others always say
i say w/o thinking
if u think so,
sorry u are not close to me yeah...
i think speaking out what i think and i feel is the only right thing to do
i'm ain't a hypocrite!!
i'm ain't telling lies..
i'm just speaking of the truth!
the only thing i can say is
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT~~
a song for you~

" I don’t care
그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e~~~~ "

a anti climax here..
happy birthday (or belated) to all of the july babies..
which included maxie, amanda, shiqi etcs
if u are one den this greeting goes to u
you are, you were and you will be bless in the name of my LORD
heehee

with love
Cyra. 자헤

H1N1 haha

2009-07-01T22:25:00.005+08:00

credit as on pic

haha
topic on H1N1
coz my dearest uncle ahbeng enning is currently a confirm case!
and there's 3 case in my level and 1 more at level 4
i really wonder why is the principal so WTH..
why is he still not closing the school yet
is not that i wan hols
but you see
if we continue to go to sch
more people will get it
although the virus cannot survive after 8 hours and you close the classroom,
BUT even before you did that,
the virus had already spread to the rest!
even thought it is not that serious as compared to those BEGINNER in Mexico etcs
but it is still a illness that MAY or MAYNOT harm our body
(illness will confirm harm our body...)

hais
i don't know what to say
going to sch now is like going to try LUCK!
to see if you are "lucky" or not to get it
and all the while my block W6 is safe!
but now... it isn't
last MAN standing = E6
which i think SOON,
they will fall!!
coz if Amanda is so "lucky" to get it from enning
there you go, 1 more case...

i'm gonna risk myself again in sch tml...
wish all the RP's student and staff who had not gotten it GOOD LUCK
ps: currently 84 confirm case...
for more updates, go here yourself! (although i will update them on facebook!)

bye~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Blue ocean

2009-06-30T19:47:00.002+08:00

introduce you guys this band
blue ocean & 김지호 (kim jiho)
kimjiho is a blind guy who sing damn nice
and this band, also have physically disable people!
but they just ROCK~~~
they sing well
GOD is fair..
God did not ill treat them ok..
they got love
FROM ME!!
hahaha

there are 2 songs in this single!
1)다만 (JUST/Simply)

2) In Your Eyes
(cannot find the song... but the beat damn nice!!)

i really love them la!!
AHHHH~~~~
i will be their no1 fans!!
and i still have to nag..
i miss fat arm hongki,
ah beng jaejin
cute cute seunghyun
minhwan kukukukuku
and chessy jonghun!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

FTI IS IN TOWN!!

2009-06-29T23:17:00.007+08:00

HI everyone!!

I'M BACK!!

as i told winnie, after FTI showcase i sure got alot of thing to post de

here i go..

(btw, i watching bbt.. 小禄 sing very nice!!!)

ok.. back to topic

FTI rocks like hell.. no HEAVEN!!

hahaha

if u guys think that we TARDIES stalk them

NO we don't

we hunted for them but end up we play our own!

we are TTF

TAME TARDS FAMILY!!

(ps: now bbt my 野兽 is singing lah!! 绝!)

we had fan ourselve

thurs went to airport, missed bs..

super tame tt day

smack hongki for attracting the attention that i can't see the rest

and seunghyun is so damn cute..

and playing "转圈圈" in airport is fun!!

friday,

did not go sch

give myself a break after all the UTs

and i'm no longer a virgin for singapore flyers!

we were so tame there too..

reach there, ppl all follow them

we shouted for them from far

then, we brought tickets for flyer

and WOOTS we were in.. (3cabin away from them but not the main point)

the group of 小妹妹fangirls are really irritating la!

make me end up "scolding" them,

asking them not to make so much noise in an enclose area..

ppl taking picture of FTI,

we busy taking pictures of ourselve..

and thanks rai from the next cabin helping us taking pic!

after tt we were in vivo playing around..

had our own "photo taking session"

super fun!

stayed at edna house tt day

had "pajama party"

and beesuan's FAT MEET!

绝！

and michael jackson die liao!

hais...

we make hongki board until late night

end up slept for only 1 and a half hour!

woke up 4.40++ the next day(by right is 4am de)

choong-ed all the way to make sandwiches for tardies

took cab down to dragonfly

we got there in the number 63-65 position!

and the thai fan behind us is so cute

we made friend with them

they will be seeing FTs again this week in thai..

haha

the showcase was GREAT!

i got jaejin and seunghyun attention

i very YAYA PAPAYA

but i got ensure de hor..

haha

shall not say anything more

hongki saw our board

and i will never forgot his expression!!

FTI's KONGISH WIN!!

after showcase,

off to edna's house to grab our stuff

and bath

and off to airport

had mac and this made me and pris sick of mac

after we ate it, our stomach pain, LS-ed

and i got to say

i wanna smack the way JAEJIN walk!

and some misc of theirs have a YOOCHUN style..

flipflops!

heehee

conclusion for the showcase:

1)we like the organizer for the way they organize the showcase

but not the way they do the other thing

2)FT should eat other thing then the kr restaurant

3)they should not go to sentosa!

4)they should come at end of yr.. not so hot

5)smack all the fangirls who stalk them.. smack them big time!

6)FTI ROCK!

and today!

i skipped sch half way

totally dun understand

somehow i feel that gary is good

coz with him at least i am doing thing and i dun noe why

hahaha

acc vivien to HP to buy her charger

den off to meet pris to KCC

i bring RP virus there!

heehee

help teaching singing..

and i think i did it badly

haha

and ziwei welcome me to their KCC camp sia

hahaha

(ps: my aunt is now so gan joong wanting to watch bleach!! my family is anime fans ok!)

i still thinking shall i go kajiao tt day

haha

random topic that i had today(and days before):

1)FT should not have come

2) Is good that FT had come

[[i know i contradict myself.. lazy to explain]]

3) Key's gayness win it all

4) tards shall have a TARDSentertainment den we will organize better stuff!

5) onew is weak..

6) Tards is the most tame fans i've ever seen (praising myself)

7) i am 敖犬's 接班人！！

should be all..

pics that i think is cool!:

say " 绝!"

i look so UNGLAM..

pig head!!

haha

i like this..

绝～

what you looking at?

ps: vivien seems to enjoy so much..

poking my dimple to make it more obverse!

once again.. i'm poking it

but doing it in 阿本style!

莲花指

RIP michael jackson!

we are scandalous EUNHAE couple!

again!!

couple dressing!

i 1st time take pic with sipei.. if i'm not wrong..

i'm so 绝can...

LOVE TRI says:"薇嘟嘟"

the BIG BOARD which i think block dao ppl

but through my analyzing,

there are others who block more den us

so..

we are good fan ok!!

and this is the board which hongki saw!

heehee

i WIN!

i won again!

JAEJIN!!

and my face is so so so funny!!

laugh myself!

heehee.. i WON again!

credit to myself for taking this pic!

look so like..

you know la!

i look so cui

haha

I WON again!

number of Polaroids took tt week!

hide in side our 小窝(made of umbrella)

and edna farted lor

den i ask her she still reply me

"maybe"

wth

smack you!!

i like this!!

both of us WIN!

this is wat we call

寻找青春pose!

i like this!

us in the flyer

took by rai

credit all to u!

haha

i need go go help edna tag pic in face book liao

bye everyone!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Bored

2009-06-18T14:59:00.002+08:00

ok..
since like i've not been blogging after so long
and toh beebee had hacked into my account to blog for me
hahahahayouwei ask me to type this
"recently i've been chating with alot of stranger"
coz i'm playing with omegle!
haha
and currently chatting with a taiwanese and an amerians
and had been chating with them for quite long
and now i'm actually precenting!!
and and
i think something goes wrong with my phone bluetooth
i wanted to blog pics but just can't be send
sadded!
lastly(rozy just said thi in presentation- as in the "LASTLY")

ft coming next week!

FTI IS COMING TO TOWN
(in santaclaus is coming to town mwlody)

and i got a long to day to later..
ok
just like tt

with love
Cyra. 자헤

ZIHUI I LOVE YOU~

2009-06-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

lol i have to admit i forgot part of your password >.<
I MISS YOU LAH WANGJAHYE~
WOOYOO PIBU WANGJAHYE!
SARANGHEYYO WANGJAHYE!!!
hahah

your greatest love, the bee <3

바램

2009-05-25T13:58:00.003+08:00

바램 - F.T. Island

바램
F.T Island

잘 지내요 날 사랑해 준 사람아
Farewell, person who loved me

날 떠나가도 잊지 못해요 고마운 사람아
Even if you leave me, I can't forget you, person I am grateful for

걱정마요 내 소중한 사람
Don't worry, my precious person

그대 없이도 숨을 쉴테니
Because even without you, I will breathe

난 살수 있겠죠
I probably will survive

혼자 울지는 않을까
I wonder whether you're crying alone

혼자 아프진 않을까
I wonder whether you're hurting alone

그대 생각이 맘에 밟혀서 내 발을 잡아요
Thoughts of you, stepping on my heart, have taken hold of my foot

가슴에 사는 사람
Person who lives in my heart,

부디 그대 행복하기를
I hope you will be happy

가슴에 묻은 사람
Person buried in my heart,

눈물을 모르고 살기를
I hope you will live without knowing tears

혹시 남은 슬픔이 있다면 가져갈게요
If you perhaps have any sadness left over, I'll take it away

그대는 웃음만 알고 사세요
Please live knowing only laughter

미안해요 내 소중한 사람
I am sorry, my precious person

지켜준다던 약속 하나도 못 지켜 줬네요
Of the promises I said I'd keep, I haven't kept even one

다른 사랑이 온대도
Even if another love will come

나는 사랑을 못해요
I cannot love

그대 자리는 어떤 사람도 채울 수 없어요
Your place cannot be filled by anyone

가슴에 사는 사람
Person who lives in my heart,

부디 그대 행복하기를
I hope you will be happy

가슴에 묻은 사람
Person buried in my heart,

눈물을 모르고 살기를
I hope you will live without knowing tears

혹시 남은 슬픔이 있다면 가져갈게요
If you perhaps have any sadness left over, I'll take it away

그대는 웃음만 알고 사세요
Please live knowing only laughter

이것 하나만 알아요
I know only this

그댈 위해 보내는 걸
That I am sending you away for your sake

죽을 것 같은 슬픔에도
Even through this sadness that makes me feel like I'm dying

난 그대를 보내죠
I am sending you away

기억에 사는 사람
Person who lives in my memory,

단 하나뿐인 내 사람아
My one and only person

내 전부였던 사람
The person who was my everything,

부디 좋은 사람 만나길
Please meet someone good

혹시 그대 아플 것 같다면 떠나지 마요
If you perhaps feel as though you will suffer, please don't leave

그대의 눈물은 난 못 보니까
Because I can't stand seeing your tears

i love this song
with wonbin in
and the lyrics is so freaking emo
so Cs
normal FTI style
and why fti?
BECOZ THEY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!!
WOOTS!!
super high de
27 faster come ok!!
heehee
my nagging had finally appear
bee.. lets study hard becoz they had came
i shall fulfill what u promise too

F-T-I-S-L-A-N-D LETS GO!!!!!!
HEEHEE..
tardies are high
vivian is high
cordy is high
suet is high
amanda is high
I'M HIGH!!!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

BINARY

2009-05-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

alright
like what i told winnie
i'm gonna post something in binary today!!
the word is:
1010011 1110100 1110101 1100100 1111001 1101001 1101110 1100111 0100001
which simply means :
Studying!
is is really S in caps other uncaps and including '!' in..
heehee

stress of studying!!
accountingAHHHHH
data comAHHHH
and today's lesson on encrypting is really AHHHHHHH

이렇게 둘이 AH~~~

ps: tml is data com AH faci!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

FUN WAY!!

2009-05-12T15:33:00.002+08:00

key = CYRA

VTGTOOGGLNSWHHVATY
IEHBEDIOTOTWHIAERO
AONTTSMNBIIYCWIETA
HNIEROAIOGHAISLND

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M BLOGGING?

HEEHEE

CORRECT ANSWER:
I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO AS I AM GOING TO BLOG IN THIS WAY WHICH IS WHAT I'VE LERNT TODAY

GET IT??
HEEHEE

with love
Cyra. 자헤

SWEET YUNHO

2009-05-08T14:15:00.004+08:00

just wanna update this for once
in class now
bored
but this enlighten me
so sweet la yunho!!
is monbin like tt too??
haha

school had started
late for dun noe how many time due to tt stupid 187
FREAK!!
today the same..
from 8.20 -8.45 the bus den come
from sunshine to rain
from bus stop no ppl to alot of ppl to no ppl again!!!
the faci, black face, stuck up face..
but lucky SQL is fun and easy to do..
ok.i shall continue to slack liao..

credit: soompi - [동방신기] Dbsk, Tvxq, Thsk Official Thread 4

with love
Cyra. 자헤

BACK

2009-04-22T22:47:00.005+08:00

hey people
i'm back
haha
school started
the new system is LAN
break very short
not enough time to complete ppt and eat
but never the less
my class is FUN
not bad de..

alright
one of the most important reason why i blog is becoz i wanna wish this 2 girls happy birthday
ps:排名不分先后！！

my dearest liwei
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
thanks for being there as a leader for us/me
love wat ever u did for us/me
heehee
and and
i actually draw/ write a letter to you/her
but i forgot to take pic
DUMB
and and
i think my drawing not that bad!!
haha

色屁!! SIPEI!!
happy birthday also
heehee
sorry that u're birthday can't make it down(actual day)
but still LOVE YA
and your birthday card must keep in your SAVE
dun let your mum see!!

why did i say so...

see it for yourself
heehee
suits her name right?
色!!
heehee
my dearest BEE idea
now i'm worried what i would get for my birthday liao
other pics that we took when we were making the cards:

where are u looking at sipei?
jae's unzipped pants?

lick lick
OH NO!!!
haha

last sunday meet out with sipei bee and lao de to celebrate pi's birthday

dinner at some korean restaurant at bukit timah
not that but but i prefer TOGI
haha
and this is the MEAL that coz me to be so sick now!!
basically the whole of last week i'm in sch
starting from sun to fri
3 days cypher camp
3 days FOP
hence causing me to fall sick on sat resulting not going to church and tuition
sun, tuition (end late no time for church), home rest, out to np to meet tards
by right going to airport to pick up edna suhui they all
BUT!!
those dumb dumb missed their FLIGHT in china!!!
PPL, we expect more from u guys!!

so wat about sch last week
of coz i noe new ppl la
like my dearest phylicia

1st night
(ps: my hair tie up like switch girl sia.. oh no!!)

second night

number of ppl reported for camp

one of the game
rainbow staircase!!

alot alot of ballons that we blew

my group for FOP
team 17
heehee
they are fun and nice ppl!!
love them!

and lastly
pingwen's wife!
pingwen = one of my senior
and why his wife.. long story
but i really wonder how she breath
and when she did this
many of us were worried they she will faint or die
hahaha

tt's all the pic that i have to show
things to be happy about
1) i've brought MASK!! i wanna start the trend of wearing mask when u sick.. haha
how kind am i not to spread virus to the rest!!
2) SIT colour.. haha.. althought i'ev said this before but again, SIT colour is ORANGE.. heehee
3) i got my MIRO ver c and SECRET CODE liao.. smell of kr and suhui's bag? heehee

shall go sleep soon..
if not become more sick...

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Bling day!!

2009-04-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS BLING DAY!!!
종현,
생일축하해요!!!
HAPPY 20/19th birthday!!!!

tml, suhui and edna and lydia and edna's mum are flying to kr
gonna wake up at 5 to meet them send them to airport
after that shall be me and bee's dating

with love
Cyra. 자헤

fellowship(t3) monkey birthday

2009-04-05T14:39:00.012+08:00

hello...
back again
haha
a busy week this week due to morning prayer
but it is good!!

it's MONKEY KING's birthday

이혁재,
생일축하해요!!!
using his real name reminds me of the old uncle mc..
haha
u gotta continue to love HAE more

this is not enough...

like this

and this
heehee
EUNHAE!!!!
being the founder of IUF
of coz must share unglam hyuk lah!!

heeheehee!!

pics credit: soompi

ok..
ytd service was great too
celebrate pastor aries birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR!!
the whole zone gathered tgt
and we were standing quite far away
so we actually can't hear a single thing
just anyhow clap and yell and AMAN and YES
haha
had fellowship at T3
oh man...
in Singapore, u cannot miss the last train there
(for the"westerner" of Singapore)
once u miss it, u can no need to go home...

with liwei

with connect group

with liyun and adeline

with my dearest XIAO ANAN
"lolli lolli oh lolli pop!!"
omg, tt lollipop song is very catchy!!

there's this drawing thing there
so all/many of us played with it

trying to zilian with liwei's cam
but my hand is shaking too much
den keep on kanna laugh by the rest>.<

trying to be unglam
haha
pics credit: liwei

other random pics:
somehow i met suhui WEEKS ago
having our HOTCAKE
we were like PLAYING this game
i describe den she draw the person

this is SHINee's key

and this is our beloved 2D 成功的变性人妖
kimjaejoong!!
SMACK HIM for composing 9095 and 9096
wat a song
which makes me currently enjoying yoochun compose de song
even kiss the baby sky de rap is so much better den tt

my cousin is a born to be artiste
haha

the spider-man that he drew..
nice right?? heehee

somehow i'm chating my dearest BEESUAN
and put of a sudden she start drawing
the left one 1st den to the right
till she say it is a CHARSIEW PAU den i noe..

more pics for pbm gathering:
we trying to reanacts

try 1

try 2

try 3

this is the original one..
which was taken on 2007
the 1st time i noe my dearest TARDS!
i think only beesuan at the 2nd try managed to successfully reanact it!!

edna and me started to play hwatu at the end..
and was dscribe as the AHJUMAHS!!

my group
which consist of laode, me, rachel, amanda, sepi

me with laode
pics credit: beesuan

recently i'm back to unglam-ing my self for my self-taken pics

unglam right
haha

and this
trying to imitate jae
(the pervious post de pic)
EDNA... i try liao
u try le mah??

with love
Cyra. 자헤