IKEA

So indeed monday i went off half way
i'm kinda pissed off by certain thing which i dun think is necessary to post since i've already forgive and forget..

we wanted to go for K at katong
all thanks to our friend JOSHUA
we were aren't able to go
we waited for super long but he head home after tt
and the place is fully book
so we headed to IKEA instead
took alot of pics with sharon phone
but she did nto post them up
so, did not get the chance to grap photos from her
but here are some taken with my super old phone:

guess what inside??

a turtle sleeping
super cute de
i just open it and i saw this turtle sleeping in it..
haha

sharon with the kids bed
her dream bed is this..
she said this kind is just nice for her since it is short..
her leg not very long
haha
a good idea for all ppl who are short like us..

this is the wardrobe which reminds me of amanda
becoz inside the yellow really very nice
AMANDA, consider to buy it home??

this little baby is super poor thing de
totally cover by towel
wonder if he/she got space to breath..

more turtles..
it reminds we of the com skill faci

and here come the ugly tiger
haha

today when to pris house
had a great day
we played game of life
huishan super funny
haha
we came out with alot of stupid things
haha

beesuan

look behind us..

poster all around

super 压力 to me when i'm at her house

like alot of eyes staring at you like tt

super junior alr 13 member plus tvxq 5 member

den is not only 1 or 2 poster

is all around

压力

haha

but we manage we eat bee's cake..

her late for 10 time cake

haha

nice nice

and she as my owner brought me my fav marks and spenser's choco digestive biscult

hahahaha

and i finally took back home my b'day present from pris

and oso the changmin socks

haha

this is my FINALLY b'day present

it's a banana boster

now i have 3 boster at my bed

hahaha

but this one the texture super nice de

THANKS ALOT!!
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when i'm waiting or bus

i rechieve a phone call from mum saying that mernel is dead

is so OMG

she's just 15 if i'm not wrong

i feel so bad

i used to pray for her

but it is like long long time ago le

coz recently pray for other stuff but not her

argh..

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girl,

you had gone through so much

why give up at this last time??

why not work harder and dash to the finishing point??

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why didn't i have this tiny faith to speak to her when god temp me to??

how a tiny little faith can affect someone life

just pray that her family will be fine

her brother and father

hmm

they just to have a happy family

but things just go off so horrible

how wicked are devils that they destory someone just like this

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alot of what if question was on my head when i think about this whole incident

"what if i had that faith to speak to her?"
"what if i'm there for her?"
"what if her mother did not ran away?"

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talk with my aunt about alot of stuff

and make me feel very relieve

to me

she is like my friend whom i can talk with when things are not going on smoothly

she is like my teacher, whom taught me slot of things about living..

today we talked about church etcs

and i get to know that my whole family had actually been moved by god before

she told alot of thing about being a chirstian which is not what i know from church

this makes me wonder for long

and also gave me a reason why are they so mad about tithing

now that i got an answer,

i will walk towards a point whereby it will balance everything in my life

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i will not be attending service in church recently as i have to sort out alot of things at home

my mum health is getting worse as time pass by

and i cannot afford to lose her

not that i'm selfish

but, since i'm young, she's the only person who i'm close with

she's the ne whom i love but did not show to her

she's the one who did so much for me,

but me being so useless did nothing but dissapointing her

there are still alot alot of things which i want to do for her

so she cannot go off so soon

i can't imagine my life without

so i'm gonna stay at home for this time being

to obey to her for what she wants

till things get better den i'll be back

but i'll still be watching web cast at home

haha

how can i not listen to pastor's preaching

it is like a once a week spa..

haha

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i know it is super long

but just another one..

as what i perviously post about jun hao's tag being spam..

i suddenly feel that i'm childish to do this kind of thing

and yes i admit here

haha

but friends are important people around me

so i have to protect them

and

NAME is something that is super sensitive in my life

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as for that passer-by who tagged,

read what i've replied??

hope u understand

i'm childish but not busybody

this is the point

beocz i'm protecting my friends from any inguries from you guys

does portecting someone makes u a busybody??

i doubt so

lastly

there are seldom that ppl blog hopped into my blog

so passer by

u must be someone whom i know..

am i right??

haha

correct me if i'm wrong

thanks for helping me to prevent myself from mental disorder

coz i'm been thinking alot about this when i saw it..

haha

hope that my IQ and EQ are not tt bad

if not i'm gonna practice till it gets better

haha

improve yeah

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getting late that i still ave not have a talk with my lovely father

bye=]

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with love

Cyra. 자헤

ps:

i find it so rubbish to post about junhaos spam stuff

but just feel like writing it out

sorry if it gets u bored

haha