18th day..

This auntie has successfully turned 18 ytd...
and she would like to thanks everyone who had made her day a wonderful one
she also wan to thanks her papa God for all the blessings and wonders He had done in her life

(why am i writing in a 3rd person perspective?!?! )

anyways
if u wanna ask about it
i can say,
its just some ordinary day
but there are still points which i was just happy of
thanks to my girls for the super surprise
and u guys had successfully surprised me
(so far i has not had any surprise before)

OK..
i leave the post like this 1st..
i'm gonna bath and meet up suhui..
leave u guys with some of the pics:

i'm back again..
alright
i wanted to show you guys some of the sms i've got that i think is interesting
and i've picked up 2 of them (idk why, both also from tardies)
1) toh beebee suan (mei mei)
选你选你选你!
haha
" Smack u with lots of blessings today my dear!
Heehee gonna see u and other tards soon:D Selamat Hari Jadi!! <3"
>.< the interesting part is the malay part..

2)Edna Chng XinYu
"Xiaode loves you more today, and loves your mom for having you. Happy Saengil! Sarang HYE"
thanks for loving my mum!!
haha

(by right i put winnie here too, but i accidentally deleted it w/o noticing, and i'm lazy enough to type back>.< )

ok..
so this is the story of how i celebrate my 18th birthday once again i'm gonna say it is super odinary and boring lah..

sat, celebrated with cellgroup...
and as normal
they will mess up the birthday boy/girl hair
and i'm fully prepared
i let down my hair for them to play with it..

see..
how horrible are they
tt vincent still look so happy
and joey also
you 2..
becareful..
haha

it was also
SOT graduation tt day
so i took a pic with our honorary member
SHUJUN..

both congrating each other..
nice right?
credit to wuian...

but even before that, we were having our fellowship as normal
and when liwei's camera is with us..
we can camwhore all we want..
here are some of them...

see..
they bully small liwei...

i like this
althought i got big round face!!
haha

me with liwei
the last shoot of the day

laurel BFF, me and maxie..
all of diff skin tone..

cellgroup with honorary

chloe with her dancing partner:
me and yanzhi
haha
chloe look like belly dancer right?!?!
haha

one of my fav shoot of the day also
nice right!?!
ahaa

gia gia max!!!

Monday
thanks to the girls as i said at the top
they got me a cake with "strawberryshortcake" cartoon on it
and we brough a piece of the cake down for blacky hao..
and we threw half of the cake to the bin as no one's gonna eat it..
i know we wasted it
but u have to think
after this cake
classmate also got a swiss roll and pizza
and thanks to them
i blow the candle dk how many times
somemore the pizza, they insist for me to blow 18 time
thank god that doro's hand is tired from lighting the candle
and they sang they version of happy birthday

after tt off we go to suhui house
me and xiaode decided to prank on suhui
HAHAHA
but we decided not to prank on suhui anyhow after the prank
haha
she cried!
we had our TARDS TV also
the topic is on "audition for tards leader"
and our outcome is toh beebee
MEI MEI!!!
funny sia
the whole day is full of joy
i shall grab the vid on hand soon so that i can show u guys
so damn joke!!
laode can say WIN it all..
JUE~
and i think i got the potential as a promoter!!
this is the card from tardies
and i still dun know what they are getting for me..


and tt laode
SHE SPELL MY NAME WRONGLY!!
smack her..
she had officially welcomed me into her OLD PEOPLE (18) group
and the card also got joke in it
xiaode shown me before hand and i still acted like i never see them when they read them out
haha

as i said i met with suhui just now
we disscuss about the prank
and she still wondering why she had not got the hint that we are pranking her
hahaha
and i saw sandy in the bus
she also another gong gong..
neh see the surounding de..
and this is the pic we took last mon:

feel free to photoshop in jojo and kelvin
anw, meeting up with them on sun to study

UT~~
off to study again
but before that i shall go to the toilet to release some wasted material
hahaha


bye~

(i will be back to edit this post again.. bye~)
(i will try to pkpw)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Life

today's topic:
LIFE!

ok, basically i'm listening to this song.
바보 (Farewell To Our Twenties)
by Unplug & AG
and somehow the chorus caught my attention
it goes like this:

Life goes like this and a
Life goes like that and a
Life goes on Life still goes on
그렇게 모르는척 하루를 살아내고
(translation: Deny it and live a day)
Life goes like this and a
Life goes like that and a
Life goes on still goes on

And i quite agree with this
but 1st of all
let us look at the word "life"
there are tons and tons of definition for the word LIFE
some examples are:
1) The interval of time between birth and death.
2) An account of a person's life; a biography.
(this is 2 of the definition which i like)

basically
this post is just one random one to state about what i feel after listening to the song
(actually the chorus)
hence i'm gonna start all my rubbish...

see..
to me, Life is what God gave to us(of course)
and in Life, there are alot of things that are happening..
but no matter what happens,
Life still goes on...

if you were to slow down yourself
u will see that the world is not gonna wait for you
everything still goes on...

hence,
no matter what happen,
i think, lets not slow down
lets work together
lets help one another
so that by the end of the day,
our life will be a wonderful one...
at the end of the day(again)
when our life ended,
when we were welcome into God's heaven..
what we brings along with us are good memories of our life!

ok,
my random-ness stop here
i shall continue to do my RJ
and play Sims 3
YES! SIMS 3
finally..
hahahaha
(i shall leave wild bunny ep4 till weekend!)

with love
Cyra. 자헤

BOO~~

BOOO!!!
吓死你！！
haha
my monday was a super busy one
i'm like some super star who's rushing the whole day
woke up at 5 in the morning to prepare myself for prayer meeting
reached paya lebar at about 7
ended prayer meeting at about 8 plus
had subways
met shiqi
down to boonlay
meet up other girls
off for K-ing at jurong safra kbox
indeed the service still CMI!
haha
sang with them from 11am - 2pm
meet up viv after that
went shopping and slack in mac
and lastly...
i met with my dearest eight
although only 6 of us
the jojokelvin.. (sounds like a brand name)
the both of them MIA
neh mind
still
we still had a memorable day
and i swear i will not go to the playground beside the lib
need to climb up and down
so horrible
they guys just so bad
ppl scare like hell they still at there shake the thing
i dun dare to climb down sia...
but still
wonderful gathering
meeting up with them soon..
i hope
hahahaha

pics took on fri while celebrating vinc's birthday

max neck long long
vinc face i dun know
the rest i think still ok
haha


alright
gonna do my rj and leave the sch
oh ya!
i've add blog song
RP's sooyoon's - One Million Roses
i like the peacefulness of the song
haha

bye~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

the light at the end of the tunnel is TRAIN

the thing that xiaode and me were saying when we go home

the light at the end of the tunnel is
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.
.
.

a train!!
hahaha
yes, i know this one is something edna always says
but..
this really makes sense
haha
when u have so much hope
end up, the hope is gone la
all is gone
俗话说……
"希望越多，失望越深"
haha

anyways
there's another thing that we had laugh on for very long on the bus back home
the topic on the receipt
hahaha
ok
i shall hide the rest here...

next monday...
is one of the only days that i'm out whole day w/o tardies
afternoon gonna K with class mate
dinner with TheEight
woohooo
i'm so looking forward for monday!!

and and
my birthday coming
although vincent de will come 1st
but just to reminds u guys
send me a greeting!!
haha
i will appreciate it..
(i'm so 不要脸, where got ppl like this de)
but actually,
i don't take birthday seriously
it is just a day
haha

with love
Cyra. 자헤

its over...

IT'S OVER

although my God always tells me to give hope to the hopeless
but the hope seems so tiny that it have no way out
and is your choice that you had choose
i can do nothing
just as what i've said,
i'm not gonna lose out anything
just a friends
whom used to be part of my life
have left me
is just like mernel leaving and ending her life
she did not talk to me
and thats the sad thing
but for u
at least share your thoughts
and i'm thankful for that

seriously
from the start i knew this won't last
I don't believe in Friends Forever
getting hurt over and over again
although tards are those who brought me out of this
but
still,
i knew it won't last
we are people of different mindset,
our life is different
i can't expect anyone to be perfect
coz only my God is
now all i wan is to pray and cry out to God
thats why i should stay close to my father God

just like what i've learn from FOP
i should not worry
i shall not worry about you
i shall not worry about the rest of us
let it be
let God do the work..
since i know it cannot be mend

i really feel like saying this
just like what a mum will say to her child
don't come back crying
but although you do
you will know
we will still welcome you
however
what had been done, had been done
and i know God knows whats going on
he have all the things written in the book of life
i shall walk close with him
to see what is the next step to take...

i've never regret to have u in my life
i've never regret to have said that to you
cause i think what i did was right to my extend
maybe in others eyes
i might be childish,
i might be "what ever you says"
but in my point of view
i know i did the right thing

with love
Cyra. 자헤

hello
as you can see
this is an old pic
which should be 2 yrs ago?!?
hahaha
anyways, i was looking at the pics in my "friendster" as i'm looking through some old pics
haha
i'm so kuku last time can..
as in..
seriously, as time passes, ppl change
the way we took selca in the past is so WTH
haha

ok, the reason why i'm blogging this time round is....
I'M MEETING UP WITH THE EIGHT NEXT MON

ok..
i'm getting excited..
because we have not meet up for super long
the longest is 3 yrs!!
omg..
and this was the reason why i'm in friendster
because i'm digging out pics..
haha
back to old grandmother story
we knew each other in NDP 2006(sec 3)
and we are just simply FUN
ok, i dun noe wat to say
they are just LOVE
haha


always tgt in training
supporting each other
helping each other
fooling around with each other...

people from different school,
different area of singapore(basically we only consist 2 area..)

boy and girl,
tall and short,
fat and thin,
we are just good mates for the whole few mths of training

actually think about it
we dun really get close at the beginning
and i think me and sam is because we both at the same area
sandy and jojo too.. but they both nearer coz they taller..>.<
and the guys..
idk..
we just got tgt after 1 meal tgt and chatting in a circle
fated friends!!
God's destiny.. haha
i'm so gonna "catch" up with them
(the joke here, me and yirong were saying about catching when sandy said catch up)
anyways
really hoep everyone can make it..
all 8..
and we can have a reunion lunch tgt
hahahahah
ok.. dun smack me

anyways
this is my UT3 timetable:

credit to kuku julia

1st thing, it did not crush with my birthday..
which is a good news
the bad thing, FA is tgt with programing..
and the timming for IT security is idk wat to say
and i need to wake up early
(fyi, i wake up at 8 every morning)
hais
nvm....
shall think of the hols
and next year trip
pray hard that krw got up to 1000
and the airplane tic to drop!!
i've alr decided that
i'm gonna go for service in yoido full gospel church
and prayer mountain

i'm going to the world largest church!!
i'm going to prayer mountain
i'm going to korea
i'm going to Busan
im going out of Singapore
with tardies

okok
next yr pali pali wa!!

with love
Cyra. 자헤