HIHI

HI
tell you something.....
i know you would not want to know
but i'm just saying
i grew fatter
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok

realised that i had not update, hence..
i'm here
hahahahaha
ok..
ignore..

recently had always been meeting up with bee
from what boon say...
we are the more free ones
haha
now after pp presentation,
i'm even more free!
PP..
AIGOO
dun think about it
dun be pissed by it

so me an bee had been meeting frequently
3 times a week i think
this week we met for like 4 times
HAHA

anw, we private dating after her As
shopping in town..
w/o knowing
we wore stuff that look super alike
wanted to take full body pic but we forgotten
we took quite a few pics in the bus
so here it is..

look at the person at the back
ajjushi.. mi an hae...
hahahaha

1st try..

2nd try...
failed fringe..
AHHHH

i think it was last week
i realised something...
STOP SAYING TT MY DRESSING IS IMBA...
coz...
there are always ppl in this world that are IMBA-er den me
.
.
.

SEE!!!
and i seriously snap shoot them
the TL turn green once after i click on..
haha


WHEN YOU ARE BORED IN CLASS....
you can try to...
DRAW with faci's markers...
and wait for faci to wipe it for you!!!

XIAO XIN and family
SUHUI.. i can't draw ah dai..
i think you have to really copyright it for PT
haha
and..
his dad is diff to draw lor..>.<

WHEN YOU ARE BORED IN CLASS....
you can try to....
draw behind blank piece of white paper...
and make it fill with black ink!!

MY MASTER PIECE
haha
ok.. i only did the top left part in class
the rest i did it in bus, home, prayer meeting
haha
this show i drew it long time ago
hahahaha

i nv knew central can be so nice...

see!!!

go there and see it with your own eyes...


ANW,
somehow last last week
we over night-ed at suhui's place
5 ppl in a small room
and we make it!
hahaha
suhui aunt was total surprise to know it.
anw,
we did not plan the overnight thing you know..
is like..
"YOU WAN? I WAN! LETS DO IT" kind of thing
haha
so we were all wearing suhui's pjs and shirt...


haha
i plug out "flowers" from the wall and put it at my head
as hair accessories
nice right?!
haha


how HOME are we?
u can see it here..
haha
anw, tt's not bee's bag.. is boon's


suhui..
see
i help u make white white liao!!

OH
and we have suhiu mummy as our mummy
HAHAHAHA
win right?!
she have 5 daughters out of no where
and we had mac in the morning
thanks to mummy
hahaha

and here presenting to you
MINHO IN HIGHCHAIR!

the seatbelt is a total useless thing
coz..
minho will not fall!
haha

had i mention anout tap tap in class?
just in case
we have a tap tap craze at the beginning of this sem
hence u can see
we play it this way:

in this photo:ROSY and CASSEY
cassey is a guy fyi..
the one which i says he look like luffy from one piece
but the sad thing is
he cut his hair
and cut and cut
and how
he dun look like
coz he dun wear his hat..
haha

ok
thats about it
simply
i redyed my hair again
and it is still the same colour
hahaha
and
bee's mum rmbed my name alr
haha
and fti's coming again
with beg
and i'm seeing them lah
woohoo
but actually
i dun feel the excitment!

i changed my blog song again
to mr well's new song
OFF MY GIRL
and i am so right
coz i said he must be composing new song at this time
hahahahahahahaha
I'M SO WIN!
and and
i think it is his own feeling..
after breaking off..
WELL..
(I shall not continue singing a long)
KKEUT!

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Life is like a show

i understood why people says life is like a show(in Chinese)
becoz i realised that this occurs in my life
my life is a show
which is scripted by someone great up there
i nv know what will happen next
but i have faith in it
so no matter what happen next in my life
i've decided not to fear,
not to hide
i will face all difficulties
coz i have YOU with me.

what ever that you are doing might hurt me
but i will stay strong
this family is breaking in to more pieces
my tears, my smile
which is real
and which is fake
does anyone know?
at times,
me, myself don't even know what emotion shall i put on
are there anyone who can teach me?
what ever i say can no longer change the fact
since you had made your mind
all i have now
is only YOU

FAMILY
suppose to be a name for a group of people
with joy, happiness and laughter
but mine,
it is now breaking down
i know i should not confess
and i did not want to
but i just to say it out!
since i did not know who to face to in this Earth
i shall put this here
so my heart will not be so full
my sorrow will be loosen

stupid me
who even thought of just going away
leaving a full stop in my life
if i were to end it here
what will happen to him?
my brother,
who was born w/o a proper family
w/o the love of a father
someone
who was brought into this world
even when the adults know that happiness will not be full for him
but why?!
why are you guys being so selfish?
hurting one is not enough
you guys want to hurt another

CHILDHOOD
what's that to me
i don't know
all i rmb are those bad one
good ones, may 1 or 2
growing up watching them fight
going home with blood on the walls
at the age of 6
i had alr learn to protect him
IF i can protect him at the age of 6
i will not allow anyone to destroy him now!
he is just 14 this year
his childhood might not be the best
i did not want his teenage time to be the same

Please!
i said please.
don't hurt us over and over again
you proclaim that you are hurting yourself as well
if it is so,
why do u continue in doing things like this?

this is a show
that no one can ever imagine
there is no preview on what will happen next
i will continue with this show
and see what will happen next
but i say to you,
i will protect my loves one
do not even have in mind to destroy anyone.

i've decided
since u did not keep the promise on keeping this family in pieces
i no longer have to keep my promise with u
i will go back to the house of GOD
where true love is
the love that i am longing for.
a place where i can find love,
encouragements,
joy,
happiness.

a voice of the broken heart..
강해 져야....
be strong....

with love
Cyra. 자헤