CAN I TAKE DOWN MY FAKE MASK???

hmm
having a great depression now
having a long talk with mum from 3am to 5 am

chating with mum = cry like shit = emo day

dun feel like coming to sch today but due to UT
no choice
really having no mood in sch
i just answer something stupid just now
i'm so lost

i'm so tired of my life
i'm having a fake mask on my face everyday
having a happy day is my goal
hence, its necessary to put on a smile on my face
but i just feel so tired now
i need a vacation now
i wanna take down this fake mask
and cry out loud now
how??
someone enlighten me please

with love
Cyra. 자헤