before i say good bye to 2008

before i say goodbye to 2008
there are many things that i wanna share
all the happenings

as thanks giving for N397 had ended,
here i wanna have my own "thanksgiving" to the following dears of mine:

1) GOD
this year might not be a smooth year for me
but thankful that god is with me that this year, at least i have him with me that my life is no longer the same as before,
i thank him for everything in my life

2)N397
becoz of god,
i got this new family
N397

i wanna thank:

- liwei, for being such a good, wonderful, caring, lovely leader of us.
she had always try her best to meet every members needs
there is once she come all the way to my place after sat service at expo
to come and see if i'm perfectly alright
see, how sweet she is...

- jiahui, for always being the one whom calls me and talk to me when i'm down
whom had always been praying for me
whom had always help us in our financial way
even it is just a few cent, still THANKS ALOT

- max, for always being a OMMA/SPY of me in sch
to help me be int he right track in sch
and helping me to be in the right attitude by meeting up to pray every morning
always being able to endure that i'm always late>.<

- liyun, you are the one whom cares about my journey back home 1st
the 1st time when i go over for CG meeting, u even smsed me and helped me to find more faster route back home
always puting on the smile on u're face which bring the smile to others
and oso to make all the cards for us!!

- vincent, for always encouraging me in all ways
and trying your very best to make me to be more FEMALE LIKE!!
but, i'm me, nothing mauch that i think i can change
i will try to use TOILET instead of PEE and DA BIAN..

- chloe, for always being the loud speaker that will cover me up>.<
and always puting everyone at the right mood!!

- wuian, you are the 1st one whom talks to me about your life in the camp
thanks for everything

- xiuyuan, 6 months since very fast..
the 1st time we met u were seating next to me, haha
wearing just "your style" a dress with stocking
and eating sweets
hope that next yr, you will be able to work well at your new cg
all the best for next yr

- laurel, u are the one whom were in this cg at around the same time as me
the same batch of student
haha
thanks for always encouraging me oso
and always tlaking to me=]

- hongkai, erm.. i oso dun noe what shall i thanks you for
for always eating and sleeping?
always being the JOKE for us?
haha
just thanks you for being one of us

- yanzhi, for always chatting with me in the train
haha, i think now you are the one whom i'm most close with in cg liao
thanks

- joey, kenneth, jiawei, liwei, jiacheng, edmond
aiyo, i'm not very close with u all oso
and tt edmond, i only saw you for 5 time
ppl, THANKS ALOT, you guys make the part..

3) TARDS
this group of ppl are the group which i can relay on the most
my suhui, beesu-an, saipee, hyuk, laoren
- suhui
thanks for alot alot
too many thing to thanks until i dun noe where to starts
thanks for bring shoe all the way from jurong to rp for me when my shoe spoilt
thanks for the money that you lent me
thanks for always acc me and allowing me to be at your house
thanks for alot alot
- beesuan
thanks for always puting your heart in for all our birthday
and making everything HQ
lucky not bc make.. haha
thanks for being my owner
always buying food for me
the marks and spencer.. haha
- sipei
thanks for intro-ing me FT
haha
thanks for all the thing that you do in my life
-edna/my hyuk
thanks for your love
haha
omg, so roumah!!
-boonchee
thanks for being the LAOREN in us
always allowing me to mock at you
but u noe we dun mean it right?
haha

TARDS, thanks for coming to christmas drama last week oso
LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT ALOT ALOT
saranghae!!

4) my own family
there's so much that i want to thanks them
if i type out everything
it will be forever
so just THANKS EVERYTHING!!

some random pics:

so after fri's thanks giving
i brought back more stuff
and i ahve to clean up this corner to put my stuff
AH
btw,
xiuyuan gaves me 2 piggy for christmas
last year i oso got 2 piggy
so does it means next yr i will get piggy again??
NOOOOOOOO
i have enough of piggy!!
and the db calender
tt junsu
omg, i got so much SHOCK from him
even just now
when i was like chatting with pris at msn
den i turn up and saw him
i was so shock that i even JUMP up
omg, i have to have JUNSU till feb sia
hais..

look at what these AHJUMAs are doing
.
.
.

GO STOP!
now tards are all on GO STOP!!
we played it after christmas drama at expo last christmas eve
ok, it is fun


these are the 2 pics which this 2 ppl took with my phone
which i oso dun noe
till tt day i was looking at the photos in my phone
and i was like SHOCK!!

this was took when we were preparing BEES birthday video
i still had not watched it
but i noe
it is damn joke!!
haha
i was sosososos UNGLAM in it..

SBS Gayo Daejeon was nice
but sad thing is it is the goodbye stage for db
sadded
i want more of DB
why they go back to japan??
hais..
like tt i cannot laugh at junsu anymore
and yoochun randomness
and changmin stupid face
hais

with love
Cyra. 자헤

short and simple

a summary of the day
woke up at 8 plus
make tang yuan for cg(those who went to to liyun house)
after washing up went out
went bugis to find stuff before going over to tamp
dun noe why today i feel that from my house to tamp is super fast
met liyun and jiahui, (and chloe..)
had mac for breakfast cum lunch
went to wuian house to get stuff
over to liyun house
make cookie (liyun, me, jiahui)
make other stuff (by jiahui, chloe, joey, vinc)
ps: jiahui see i so good, i put u're name twice leh.. make you feel that you do so much thing.. haha

suppose to meet pris after tt
but she still got alot of project haben finish
so end up join jiahui to meet wuian and xiuyuan at bugis
walk around to shop for christmas present
nv had dinner
brought 2 shoe
which i'm super guilty now
den jiahui brought me another one for christmas
wanted to get more gifts
but after shopping for 2
i gave up le...

after shopping till 10 plus 11,
they went for dinner and i went home
just finish "dinner" not long
which pris say it should be breakfast
haha

gonna go sleep soon
uncle was hospitalise
hence, me and bro have to make it down to help out granny again
den i have to bve super women tml to rush down to bukit merah
den back home
den out again
haha
JIAYOU

with love
Cyra. 자헤

SHINEE KARA christmas

It's CHRISTMAS in 3 days time
let Shinee and Kara sing carols for you guys 1st

and
BEE..
thanks for your post
and i love tt unglam GAG video we took
haha
lets watch it tgt someday "YI LI" de
to make the colour need
and, aiyo
i must jiayou le
why same as LAOREN??
i must be more HQ

with love
Cyra. 자헤

BEE'S turn to hack-

CYRA!!
see i so good not to call you SAIRA :x
this time round my turn to hack hehheh
(and i rmbed ur passw by heart eh i didnt make reference LOL)

xiexieni(men) de blessings for my bday!
thanks for making me laugh and go wth while watching that vid. i know you all spent quite a long time on it.
IT IS VERY HQ. so..
VERY MUCH KAMSAHAMNIDA~~~ (*unnie[??!?]). xDD
(anw, the photoshop de bday msg you and laoren de around same Q leh~ LOL)


(sorry i know you in this picture quite blurred. :x )

dont complain about the length of the posts i posted in the blogs i hacked into leh.
yours de have more words. LOL
[edit] sorry! i posted urs before xiaotard de then i realised hers de more words leh!!! pspsps :P LOLL but i still love you xDDD (OMG SO CHEESY) [/editted]


love, bee!
:D

p/s: how you do the coloured text everytime? very troublesome to do it sentence by sentence leh! hahahah

jaejin day

IT'S JAEJIN DAY
재진!!생일축하해요~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
(actually is belated by about 2 hr)

now me and jaejin no age gap le
BEESUAN AH
u still got 3 more days to go
haha
for the time being enjoy to be at the same age as MINHWAN bah
haha


the hair which we hate the most
ai yo
I WANNA CUT OFF HIS HAIR LAH!!
i think his J-dragon hair still nicer lor!


freshly out
this year which is 1 hr 28 mins ago de 17 dec
haha
unglam hongki
gonna post it on IUF tml
haha


last year de jaejin
haha
his rabbit ear
I WANT!!
haha


wonder why i so random
post a suepr duper erxin act cute de JUNSU??
becoz just now i'm doing this post to SUHUI
haha
if u haben to by pass us at orchard just now at around 8 plus
yah, THATS US
haha

(i shall post this all with our chinese name)

basically
went out to noraebang at top one
meet WENQi 1st
wanted to eat KFC breakfast de
but bugis junction dun have>.<
den we walk up to meet the rest
den that XINYU super joke
haha
had breakfast den go sing
super joke ah those old old de kr mv
everytime we watch we will laugh non stop de
and the same goes today
we went up and down to pass the people the pbm shirt
we noticed this
TARDS HAVE ALMOST SIMILAR LEG SIZE
+/- 1 like tt
haha
we cab wear each other de shoe lor
xinyu de socks super joke de
haha

after norae-ing
SIPEI went home
the rest acc me to get the christmas present for N397 X'mas exchange
den go eat
after tt walk to city hall
after tt go orchard
brough this super nice "hat"
haha
its for charity
super cute de
when we were walking to the bus stop
this angmo girl
super pretty day shout super loud at us
"MERRY CHRISTMAS! i like your hat!!"
which we were all stund
but she is really pretty (OMG)

went to SUHUI house to get my dongbang calender back home
heehee
and to me i think her ahma and ahgong got the
"YOU AGAIN" de face on when they saw me

OH YA,
my eye now super red becoz just now play too much SMOKE EFFECT at noraebang le
and i just now over shoot
haha
i took the bus den i play game until i happy happy took over
haha
lucky by 1 stop i can walk back home

tues, i sleep to happy nv go for class mini outing
(SORRY GUYS)
tml, due to my sore eyes i'm not going to help out cg for the cookie
(SORRY AGAIN..)
hopefully fri and on nothing will goes wrong...

XINYU is addicted to this few parts of songs which i influence her:
1) andwae? cash.. (suhui influence me 1st)
2) I'm U're man (due to the music bank on kbs world ytd, i was addicted to it)
3) michyeoseo (not very sure if she really addicted, but i am>.<)

and we had our version of i'm U're man (beesuan remix, by XINYU&ZIHUI)

ps:
i'm so sian by discovery channel
i've been watching SHARK for 2 day le sia
OMG
xinyu told me is SHARK WEEK
OMG!!


with love

Cyra. 자헤

JUNSU DAY

ITS JUNSU DAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
준수오빠! 생일축하해

stop being DUMB
stop being bully by the rest le
be smart OK??

and
STOP bullying LEE HYUK JAE can?
he very poor thing le
at suju kanna bully den u still bully him
haha

and and
pls make more friends
dun keep sticking around with JUNHO and HYUK JAE!!
or ya

준호오빠! 생일축하해
ITS ALSO JUNHO DAY!!

so here's are the pics to share about this guy who's always tt dumb!!

hyukjae with junsu at their sch time

and a more recent HYUKSU
seriously, hyukjae really become more and more shuai le
RIGHT EDNA??
haha


me as the VC of IUF
of coz must share unglam pics of him la
although not very unglam
but just tt the timing
haha


here's JUNSU and JUNHO
the twin brother
his only friend beside hyukjae
haha
JUNHO is so shuai la
after the reveal of JUNHO
junsu's popularity had dropped down!!
haha
but nvm
JUNSU is love due to his dumbness


the shorter one is junsu
haha..


act cute 1

act cute 2

act cute 3

JUNSU, stop acting cute le
dun suit you
give it back to changmin!!
u look more like uncle now
seriously!!


SEE!!
uncle right??
OMG
he is so skinny la


like this more shuai mah
not dumb
nv act cute!!


and when you sing
with the serious face
OMG is so damn..(speechless)
the unique voice that you have
is so damn nice


just a random pic 1 which i dun understand what is so good about taking pic with tt bread...


i seriously think this is the period whereby junsu is most shuai de

omg
post so much for junsu's birthday
simply becoz
IT's HOLIDAY
and i'm loading show
so to waste a bit of my time=]

with love

Cyra. 자헤

ONEW DAY!

IT's ONEW DAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
온유,생일축하해

our dearest leader onew
onew sang tae (onew condition)!!
hahahah~

here's alot of my son (MASON) photos to share:

CUTE??

the youngest MC!!

giraffe

merry chirstmas!!

he look like a girl here
haha

random:

style right??
haha
KOPPED from our enterprise faci de facebook
haha


when i saw this,
it reminds me
my calender's coming
which oso means,
MONEY MONEY MONEY


random pic of changmin and jaejoong
for HAHAHA song cf
which give me alot of joy the whole day
and oso to those who are there
and maybe, her mother??
haha
damn fun !!

with love

Cyra. 자헤

COUNTDOWN

ABOUT 2 MORE HOUR TO HOLIDAY

HOLIDAY~

with love
Cyra. 자헤

Selfish~

hmm
really not in my mood the whole day
at times i think HUMAN are all selfish
its like all the people around me
all human i know
they all are selfish (which i think i'm oso one of them)

YES,
you have to think for yourself
but what about these tiny little ones beside you
having a slightly soft voice telling you
"what about me?"

does majority always wins the minority??
i do not think so...
it also depends on the situation

does saying 1st means you are really the 1ST one??
i don't think so...
so wat if you did say, but only to yourself?
it is like you wan to ask your mum for money but you just say it softy in your own room
of coz she can't hear right?

i really dun noe how to put my feelings in words now
it is like a tree without roots
no support for their life..

or maybe someone is at a island
all by herself..
when she saw a boat coming near her,
she thought that's the light, that's the hope
but it is all just lies
all fake
all she has on her mind is
"when will there be a light that will bring her out?"
"will there really a chance of it?"

but luckily, i know that at least theres someone high up there
trying to show me the light
but even thought i get my spiritual comfort, what about my physical comfort?
hmm..
this post here is not for people to ask me what happen
or to come and say things like "you still have me"
but i just wan to scream out my feeling before i really go mad

do you guys know how diff it is to hide your feel
and to put on a fake smile on your face?
cheerful? maybe not...

ARGH
i'm really going crazy
i think the day is coming soon
the day when i will go crazy
the day when you can't find a single smile on my face

trying to make myself numb
by watching shows
reading books
studying
try to stop myself from thinking so much
but i need to catch a rest, catch a breathe
and that split seconds, all thoughts appear
tears that i hate starts to flow out of my small eyes
which made my eyes even more ugly >.<

i feel that i'm in a nightmare
can someone wake me up from this horrible nightmare that i'm having?
i hate nightmare!!

its just another emo post

ps:
something that i'm using to numb myself
by looking at these 5 dumb ass...


with love
Cyra. 자헤

MY NEW LOVE!!

is he cute??
he's my new love
super 小弟弟
i can be his mother liao
haha
super duper cute de
the youngest MC
MASON!!

wanted to blog as i saw this following pic
which reminds me of our magnae edna

see how taemin fight back to key
just like edna
use to be 乖乖
but end up fight back..
totally EDNA
haha


this reminds me to get my KEY MIC
haha
and
i miss that show can..
I WAN SHINEE
haha

anways
was caught by faci for not paying attention just now
as in during 3rd meeting when others' presenting
actually is my whole group kanna caught de

2 more days and thats it
HOLIDAY!!
but tt SUHUI going oversea again
SUHUI!!!
hais

all other polys are having exam now
as for us
just go sch and slack
which made me hate going to sch
but no choice
just endure and next yr change class
yeah!!

borrowed book just now at sch library
the world without U.S
and
when you go away
2 totally diff type of books
i think i recently very 乖 la~
revise my korean
read books
and
i stop using com after 10
haha

with love
Cyra. 자헤

MINHO DAY

ITS MIN HO DAY

민호, 생일축하해

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

minho, that alien look guy (my 1st impression of him)

who is super duper de quiet de

omg..

and he is more useful den the TAEMIN to me

omg, dun beat me..

and at times i feel that he is much better den my dearest KEY
coz KEY keep on 走音

at least MINHO no need to sing, just rap

and rap wun 走音de...

ps: liwei, this one same age.. not really that 小弟弟

with love

Cyra. 자헤

안녕to everyone!!
haha
even pris blog le
i shall blog again
haha

btw,
the 1st thing i thought of today
HOW's CELLGROUP sentosa trip??
ITS RAINING LEH!!
omg..
cellgroup outing everytime rain
but i oso dun noe why i worry so much since i'm not going
haha
omg, i'm so mean
haha

basically,
pbm gathering was cancelled and postpone ot next year
WTH
像当年
which is about june like tt we already started to plan liao
hais
why like tt leh..
why all last min de
真的是气死人！！

so sat like normal go church
but htis time round i went very late
althought not late but is still very late
ai ya
ppl, you must know, when i say LATE,
normally is not tt LATE de LATE
is later den usual de meaning
so ya,
after tt rush down to vivo to meet tards
had pasta mania
den go home lor...

the next morning went to xiaotards edna's place..
we had "zhicha" for lunch
is so weird ti gave "zhicha for lunch den everyone looking at us
tards are indeed a family!!
we are doing things that family does..
haha
after tt went to her house
bake cookie
EUNHAE LOVE was spotted
haha
i'm the so called GUEST CHIEF that day
and hor, eunhae couple (pbm version) 1 year de leh
hahahahaha
random...
we played the ball thingy
the one ppl use to do exercise,
big big one..
me and suhui play untill super happy
den we play uno
which is the 2nd or so edition which is like super old de
conclusion, edna house de thing except for the IT stuff all can be said as OLD
we drew shirt etcs..
tards family are dumb de
so we did dumb things la
had web cam with our missing member, ertard sipei

after tt had dinner without edna
at that same palce for "zhicha" again..


nice hor??
is like at HDB flat estate got this kind of thing
omg..
edna chng you are lucky to have that
haha


some very random pics
tt bees
very 不配合


i find htis temple very style and unique
at night you see is red colour
but it is actually PINK colour
and is like out of no where
it is actually the 地标which i'm suppose to take note off to reach edna house
haha

so took 963 home with BoonChee our 老的！！
we were so pahsei when a group of koreans board the bus and seat near us
coz we were wearing wonderful and pbm shirt la
we hurry cover it up with our bag
ai ya, i know many of you dun understand
just ignore....


i did something that i very long nv do le
i study my KOREAN
haha
and i found my TWEETY BIRD!!
woohoo
and i realise
oso nothing much lah
only a few more vocab to take note of
hahaha


random!!

heehee >.<>
i've got myself a new ringtone
which i think is damn dumb and cool de
remix of wrong number, bye love bye and don't say goodbye!

firstly:

you've got the wrong number(about 4 time)

after tt follow by

• bye bye bye bye my love bye bye bye bye my love

end with

• don't say good bye, you are my everything to me~

cool right?

you call den i say wrong numebr den tell you bye bye
but after saying bye den i call you not to say good bye
dumb right??
hahaha

ps:tard family got another thing also make us look like real family.
all of our nose are so sensitive..

with love
Cyra. 자헤